Hi people, I have abandoned this blog and moved to another.


http://aslaptoyourback.blogspot.com/

Trying to start afresh.

I'm trying to start a new blog. But the verification system seems to be hindering my progress.
Screw this. Seriously.

obviously

actually, when shit happens, who does it always involve? you.
for those on the opposition, do what you want. have your own say. i lost control of my anger and got bashed.

i'm not going to help anymore. bye bye.

random titles, doing the style. once more.

It's been awhile. I don't even know why I'm back here. Anj was reading the old posts and I was somehow intrigued to find out how I was in the past. Something was tempting me. hmm.

Well I shouldn't have. I can't even think of anything to post up here.

but reading through parts of 2009 and 2010 really did crack myself a bit.

I really shouldn't have read them.

And now I got myself into something I don't want to. I warned myself, I warned her. Now what.

I really hate this. Fuck.

growing up

I think it all boils down to whether I am prepared for it, or not.

Being thrusted into being the sole breadwinner for the family. I don't think I'm ready for it, yet.
Its too fast. I don't want to say goodbye to my role model in life, this soon.
Not yet, I want you to see me grow up and reach adult-hood and rely on me as someone responsible.

Please wait for that to happen, pa.

Please, don't see the mistake. Please. please please. ahhh

Dam. I so want to give a few whacks to a drumset.

Please Rain

X'mas is over. It felt so long. It was a long weekend, honestly.

I got my first nerf! its an alpha trooper! not like I really care about the technical terms of the toy but, finally! I was actually waiting for a value buy. Initially, I wanted to get a Recon just like the others but after looking at its performance, I got turned off.

As for the other later models, not worth the buy too. $$ and performance. Till this little guy came and I was like, O.K! time to get one myself. And yep, I am very satisfied with my purchase.

On to X'mas shopping, one word to describe it. Great! Never shopped this much before getting things that I actually want. Got 2 pairs of spec frames for both gf and me. Sweet. Couple wear.

shoes, clothes and thats all. Happy with the day being spent.

Back to work.

Its X'mas!

Let me just give a quick post before my girlfriend finds out that I've been skiving when I told her I was busy.

Its nearing X'mas and X'mas eve is today! How shall I put this. 2010 had been a year packed with many shit and good stuffs. I'll just briefly summarize, first quarter of the year was hell. Total black. 

After June, things got a little brighter and as of now, I'm pretty content with my life. 

Anyway, I'm still discontented with somethings. Perhaps it isn't wise to list it out for the public to see, considering I've learnt a very harsh lesson. I shall just be quiet and slowly fade away.

What is it that demands so much of my attention? I don't think I should. I have other things to worry about and focus on. 

This isn't my passion, this isn't part of my circle. But it was where I got to know great people. Big or small. They have made an impact on my life. Still, I don't have the will to commit anymore. 

Wait, since when have I from the beginning? I'm only capable of standing by the sidelines and watch. Maybe give a few kicks and pushes and verbal supports. That is all.

Either way, I'll just sit back, watch and do nothing.

On that black note, I wish everyone a Merry X'mas and a happy new year.

Totally didnt had time to blog at all. It seems only possible when I'm really really bored with nothing to do. Anyway, the haze is back everyone. Reminds me of my primary school days. Just that, it's totally different this time. Driving with he skies so gloomy, it almost gave me the impression that I'm driving thru Racoon City of Resident Evil's fame.

I kind of like the gloomy atmosphere though. It gets gloomy enough when there're rain clouds.

And i got attacked by <3's cat. B was trying to carry it away from the back of my car and the cat somehow lost balanced the grabbed on to me, sinking it's left claws into my left shoulder. It REALLY went in. And I was trying to pull it away and couldnt, that was when I realized, the cat had grappled itself onto the flesh of my left shoulder.

Finally pulled it out and I sucked out some blood. Hopefully that'll rid some of the infection that would occur.

Ok I'm hungry.