too many shilings

O.K so its back to hard work and sweat.

last warning

gonna give it another shot. if its still the same, I'll just stop bothering.

Gonna start neglecting this space.

its never ending.

on a brighter note, I've decided to ****************************************
also, tomorrow I'm going to *****************************************************
but what if ***************************************************

well?

perhaps i'll just ****************************************************

Optimism. It is needed to solve solutions.
Goals + Optimism = Success

Goals in the absence of Optimism is bullshit. Might as well don't achieve anything at all.
Its just like Darkness is the absence of light.

oh wtf am i talking about. stfu stfu. sheesh.


And to my dearl lil gf yuanying, cheer up! You've been overloading yourself lately. I know your problem and I'll be there with you. Stop giving me the sadface! Its contagious!
you have to SMILE.SMILE.SMILE.SMILE.SMILE.SMILE.SMILE.SMILE.SMILE.SMILE.

(:

i don't mind making a fool out of myself. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee

when it points in another direction

I thought we agreed that we'll share our problems through thick or thin?

I added foam cushions to my desk.

Days had been mundane. The other day, I saw a shooting star in the wee hours of the morning. No kidding but that was the first time I ever saw a shooting star.

Been staring out at the balcony for a few days...
Enjoying the peace while it lasts.

look, theres still some rice on the corners of your mouth.

Tweaking our life sounds good.

Talking about it sounds good.

Putting it into action is even better.

But wait, what are the consequences?

the minute the paper ball touched down...

Had one hell of a jamming session earlier on.

Its a song, about balls.

Shall post it up @ a later time.

So people, its time for deep thoughts. Once again.
We humans question too much. You have so much opportunities, over one opportunity. That is, life. We're all alive. As long as we are, we'll have plenty of things to do, plenty of things to accomplish till our mortal bodies give way to ageing.

Impermanence, nothing lasts forever. Till our time is up, let us accomplish our dreams & goals to the best we can.

After all, we are just humans. Let us do only the things that are within our capacity.

Music, Play on.

i hit my ear by acccident

and when you put in the effort, they just can't seem to be bothered. fuck you.
i wash my hands off everything.

A clear example

Look @ this, its taken off from lassegs's profile on youtube.

I'm a poor animator, money wise.

It's very black and white when it comes to most things with me. Either very good, or very bad.

Even if I want to or not, I'm constantly trying to figure out why things are. I'd like to know what the hell we're doing here. I want to know why the world exists. Why? Because I have a human brain! So do you! Use it!

The world is actually a wonderful place, and we should feel extremely honored that it's been given to us. No, I'm not talking about God, or Allah or Vishnu or Santa Claus here, but the mere fact that we are here, and the chances of that are just impossible to explain. What is easy to explain though, is why it sucks. The world itself is superb! We're not..

We have the power to mold the world exactly how we'd like it to be, and sadly, instead of building playgrounds, we're making battlefields. We're doing so many things that makes life completely unnecessarily hard to live through, above all the perverse exploitation of power, as in religion and consumerism; two things that have done nearly nothing, other than deceiving people into living unfulfilled lives. All in all, these, and most other cruel aspects about life, can be narrowed down to one thing, which is greed, and not just the good old natural greed necessary for survival, no, I'm talking about human greed.

Listen, it's very simple:

In order to be good, you have to be so to another being. In other words, not greedy.

A four year old kid can tell you that, so why the fuck is it so hard for adults to understand that?!!

Then again, sometimes, I just think the meaning of life is not to think about the meaning of life.

And now..

TO ALL ADVERTISEMENT COMPANIES:

Before contacting me about using my work in advertisement or wanting me to work for you, please read this first:

A long time ago I promised myself never to do commercials. That's because I don't think it's right to push, usually unnecessary, products on fellow human beings. I'm not very fond of advertisement because I think it's fucking annoying, and in my eyes a cruel and irresponsible way of marketing. If you marketing people haven't thought through what you're doing before, I'll try to make it clear:

Advertisement is basically doing two things:

1) It keeps the fat monster called consumerism alive. A man made invisible entity that's slowly eating the souls of human beings, making them greedy, unfair, ignorant and dumb, that in the longer run leads to poverty and hate, that again leads to suffering, violence, death and war. It also leads to excessive exploitation of the natural resources, WHICH BY THE WAY WE ALL HAVE THE RIGHT TO OWN, that again leads to unnecessary pollution, all of which will eventually have one outcome: The fall of mankind.

2) Making some people unnecessarily rich.

So, if you have just a tiny little portion of dignity in your heart, stop making this world even shittier than it already is, and do something useful and helpful instead! If your unable to do so, please, for loves sake; KILL YOURSELF!

In addition to this, I do consider myself an artist, with a conscience and a soul! I will not use my (so called) talents to promote consumerism goddammit!! I'd rather suck dick for money, knowing that I wasn't responsible for any of the things I've described above..

So if you ask me to do a commercial, you're offending me, and if you steal my ideas, like some advertisement companies have already done, I sincerely hope that you'll get some kind of horrible decease so that you'll slowly die in front of your crying families, shitting and pissing yourself as you're being sent into the next dimension, while everything is being filmed and put here on youtube, so that we all can celebrate that there's one less waste of human flesh in this world.

Ahem, ok, sorry kids, I am one of Bill Hicks goat-children. 'More father, moooore..' 

And in case you don't know who lasseg is, heres one of his works:

Went out to meet Kw & V for the evening yesterday. Its amazing how a simple meal can lift ones mood.

ok, maybe not that simple.

but anyway, we went for the arcade later on for my virgin serious attempt on the Drummania machines. Turns out to be better this time..since my arms & legs have improved on their independence.

But what stole the show for my evening was the new battlegear 4 machine. It has a clutch control! how many arcade driving simulations out there have a feature such as this?!
Its cool, overall, till something else newer comes along.




 Went to a coffeshop with raphael after work near my house. Had some coffee table talk and my mind is cleared now. Thanks bro.
Took a cab back and since I had an unopened red packet with me, decided to tip the cabbie with extra 4 dollars. Wished him happy cny.

Sometimes, making others smile is the best medicine you can ever get to your daily headaches.

My mood and spirits is equivalent to the energy this song projects:

full of surprises. i like that.

ok, off to work now (:

Happy Chinese New Year to all!

before setting out to my gramps place.

May it be a good year for...whoever is reading this post. Stay safe, good fortune and be optimistic in whatever you do.

Cheers!

MADDY CANDY

Visiting my grandparents in the afternoon. Bringing my gf along too. Buffet galore, as informed by my mom.

What will tomorrow have in store for us? (:

drum language

 

shoo-dap-kedap-bap

hmmph-ta   -  hmmph-ta - hmmmph-ta-ta-hmmph-hmmph-ta

very basic.

the grooves of affection.

when naive people take things for granted.

enjoying a glass of cold beverage, with a light on the balcony. beautiful view.

"No," says the Man in blue

 The day the tooth fairy paid a visit.

on the other side....


So I see the current mindset that you have now. I underestimated you. For that, I take off my hat and bow to you with sincere humbleness.

Had a long talk with Raphael during my night shift. Thanks bro, you really opened up my mind to inifinte options that I could have chosen and I can choose. When we view things from a different perspective, it can be different. The world is big, there are many different kinds of people out there so why take the plunge now?

It might seem like a rhetorical outburst from me all of a sudden but sometimes I do wonder how practical and "socialised" can one be. I start to ponder.

At the end of the day, it all boils down to individual characteristics and preferences.

And you ma'm, still have a place in me thats why I care.






Doods, I'm sorry I have to leave you out of this one. Its my personal problem that I've gotten myself into. Don't worry, nothing is going to go wrong. I just need some time out and sort things out myself.

it doesn't matter anymore...does it?

Cut my nails, cut my hair. Sliced my bananas and cooked the fishballs.

I'm ready to have my snack now.

Baby seems to be down with flu. Shes sick. Get well soon!

Work today was long and draggy. Very.
Had a wall obstructing me again this time, ramming through it won't do neither does climbing. Should I wait for it to crumble on its on or talk to it?

I seriously don't know the answer.

the agreement, its sad and painful now

if anyone asks where I was, tell them I was where I am.

It was a blessing in disguise

The night before, I had no sleep for the entire shift. Right after my duty ended, I headed straight to Sengkang for Ultimate frisbee. Reached Ernest's house and his parents offered me their holy healthy breakfast. I hated mushrooms and vegetables but damn, the ones they made were delicious.

Ultimate Frisbee ended, I took a cab home to wash up, change and went off to meet my girlfriend for shopping and movie. I was whining like a betch throughout cos I was sweating like mad. Took a few pictures with my love @ Haji lane before proceeding back to Bugis for the movie.  (I was only pretending to be whiny for that part)

Movie was spectacular, wasn't exactly slapstick humour but Tooth Fairy is more of a family movie. I would rate it an all well round movie, with a couple of laughs and an alls-well-that-ends-well theory.

Went to Hang Qi's house for steamboat @ night and the food was good too. Went pass the old MJR and the feeling was nostalgic, having to walk the same footpath I took to school every morning so long ago.

To sum it up, Red Bull saved the day. It was a fun and lovely day. Thanks to my Parents, Gf and fellow friends and doods.

Yeepi

Maybe I was too harsh. But I care. You know how anal I am towards those things.

We'll sort this out, we will.

shagged

I came back from work 10 minutes ago...as I approached the back gate, I lifted my bag to tap the access card inside the small compartment against the card detector. The metal gate swung open and slowly closed behind me as I went in.

Back at home, I dropped my bag & sat infront of the computer, only to realise that I had not brought my access card the night before I went to work. It was all along on my computer table.

HOW THE #$%& DID THE GATE OPEN?!

its a yeo's

alright...so...we don't care... *laughs out loud in one corner*