something came to my attention last night before i dozed off :

Straits Times Online Mobile Print, known as the fcking STOMP.

no doubt, i disliked that online portal ever since what happened last time...though the irony was that, they own the forums, they gave freebies and we're freeloaders. but heck, gahment fascists.

perhaps thats why ...too, propaganda? im not criticizing my government. im quite contented with how it is...and maybe its because i have not experienced what those unhappy-citizens were experiencing?

for those who know of the webby, many unwanted things have and has happened there...somehow, it seems that it only happens to stomp, why not other forums?
don't give me bullshit such as, " other forums slack what" or "stomp mods more strict" .
i'd pretty much like to hear, "propaganda...."

so this was what happened(nothing related to propaganda or whatever those shit were). a certain event, competition regarding Bikinia Babes contest (if you know, then you know. dono, then just read) . there was this poll thingy, voting for the hottest babe with photos of every contestant.
what my friend noticed was that, one of the babes voting score shot up to more than 30k votes in less that 5 min. there were only 10k users, and to make things more suspicious, only registered users were allowed to vote, so how was this possible ?
30k votes in 5 min?
fingers crazy?
futuristic internet web page loading at 999999999 kb/s ?
even if so, to reach 30k in that short amount of time is virtually and realistically, impossble.


not if its the work of a script. or perhaps, they edited it themselves? my friend suspected, and posted his suspicions.

he got banned in the next few minutes, after in which he received a phone call from stomp, to reveal to him the reason why he was banned:

the organisers of the Reef Sandals (not sure of the name) contest was unhappy with his post and requested that his post be removed and banned. and for wtf was that? was that the way to host a competition?

imagine, the Olympics.

Guy, speaking with a loud hailer at stadium :"i think that sprinter used steriods..."
Organisers: "kill that guy who just accused the sprinter for using steriods."

killing is way OT, but its the same point.

1 by 1, all rebeled and hence all the usual old timers got banned, including myself. and the STOMP portal we once knew, no longer exists. the outings, the forum where we forged so many friendships.

in ever loving memory, of Ian.


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i got a new name. its called, BUMBLEBWEE.
:DDDDD

we're together once more ! ^^ just too happy for words...eh, these are words...well whatever..haha
went to jam yesterday with ash, kesh (all the ash), rei and a few of their band mates that i don't know :x sorry if i don't know your names.
went there to teach their drummer drums ...haha showing him the basics...then jammed to the same stupid song cassis =.= donno how long liao >.> lol

one of their friends took a video. its not perfect, but everyone has a starting point in life.
hope carol and jayden doesn't kill me for this :x
i was only informed of the jammin the day before so didn't really had the time to inform u 2...

here it goes. i suck at keeping timing after dono how many months of not touching any drums at all @.@






iloveyou! <3

even my parents said that, I'm a different person ever since i started working. i myself didn't notice the change...it was only until she started getting irritated by me then did I realise...



wtf was i doing. when did i become so careless in everything i do? why didn't i always double take and check what i was doing.
i know it sounds as though im pushing the blame to my unconscious and oblivious self. but no, i am not. if its a negative behaviour that i have adopted, then i will change for the better.
i can only thank god that, she hasn't given up on me yet. im truly happy that shes giving me a chance to prove myself .

it'll take quite some time but i believe i can achieve that level of maturity. till then, i'll be blogging everyday as though go through my thoughts for the day and fix it...

...
sounds like anti-virus prog.

OH YEAH. i used to call unknown insects ANTI VIRER...when i was in pri school...thats cos i don't know how to pronounce it and i'll always try to show off that im smarter and mr-know-it-all...like an idiot.


im just hoping that history won't repeat itself again. i really can't bear to take anymore damage.

zarrrrrr....zarrrrr....zarrrr.....stay calm. sit back, have a cuppa, review and fcking fix it mr pearson. or you're gonna be killing yourself for your failures.


i just want to be your boy (:

OK FINE.
so i haven't been blogging lately. stressed out at work, to only have a bitch of a sister to add fuel .

so anyway, been bombarded with loads of artwork ever since dad gave the order that, all namecard requests are to be attned to me, and worse, to start learning on newer stuffs.. but its better than sch lahs. seriously. i prefer practical to theory, though they are both equally important.

and this was what happened on one stupid day. received a mail regarding the artwork for the namecards of some vietnamese people from this MNC...this company used to be part of the gahmen ...but a few years ago, it went independent and became an MNC ..
as you know, vietnamese letters have these funny commas, dots and all ...i mean, those fonts don't even exist!!! (do they?)














yeah everything also me...
and well, spent loads of time, drawing out one by one the signs,
from the time i was full of zeal....















till i was sibei DULAN...





















missing you all the time... <3

and this is how it goes ;

ME -> an assisting graphic artist at my dads factory
Mr CW -> some guy who doesn't know the meaning of friendliness and pleasure working experience (ahem)



ME: hi, i'm here for the delivery of the namecards for Mr EN ...

Mr CW : okay. let me double check the cards.

ME : >.>

Mr CW : do you know whos pearson? the artist from your company?

ME : yeah, what about him?

Mr CW : no, just that all the artists at your company doesn't seem to be very bright.

ME: oh...isit ...?

Mr CW : yeah. but this new guy, pearson is alot more efficient than the other 2 ...but not good enough ...

ME: hmm...i see i see ...well...just sign here ...and heres your copy ...

Mr CW: ok...hmmm

ME: well, thank you Mr CW. my names pearson, nice doing business with you (:

Mr CW : O.O



or at least i hope it would happen that way. this CW guy, doesn't seem to understand the difference between an average business deal and a major one.
i mean FGS, we're artists doing the artwork for your namecards, you give us your contact infos, we do the artwork, email it to you and you do the checking.

and your reply to my colleague was as though he fucking owes you a living. look dude, I don't want to put your name here, neither do I want to reveal the company name cos its a major company and I don't wanna get sued .

i hope you piss on your work and get fired for being such a prat.
and another type of people I hate are those who FUCKING TAKE MY SPEAKERS WITHOUT MY PERMISSION.


those don't belong to me, you took it, and now the sound produced is softer compared to the right.
everything that LANDS IN YOUR HAND WILL BE DOOMED.
go burn your hands dammit. its useless.

i wonder why so many people are abandoning BS and converting to live journal ....WHY.
i mean, isn't BS user friendly and more ..........simple to use?

DARLENE: blogger lag ma.

FEIZ' bro : livejournal upload photo faster.


its almost as though, each both have its own unique initials.

BLOGSPOT -> BS
LIVEjournal -> LJ

bullshit and lanjiao.
finally uploaded my photos.
first off, went to help out at my dads factory. got bored while slacking...


these lenses are amazing. its used as a magnifier so as to pinpoint important details of the given sample from out clients.
it actually sharpened my camera resolution by 3 times fold and with an extra such as that, i was able to take photos of this quality ;




























brace yourselves ....................................................














and that is...my eye...believe it or not, its just a W700i 2megapixel camera phone. hahahaha kinda fun ya know.


on the 14th, 15th and 16th, i went for this TPrawks program at Temasek Poly. its hard to imagine, just 3 days of experience can eventually forge so much memories and stupid to say but,
those 3 days of learning experience really is a lifetime experience.
photos for TPrawks,














the pressure rocket competition in which my team won by shooting our rocket, the furthest in that round.














our miserable rocket. hahah we each got a toiletry bag as a prize =.=














YELLOW 22














Lou drew this on my arm during the 3rd. a sad case that i couldn't be there for jam and hope .. had to leave early.

well thats about all. cheers all (:

if anyone had told me that people will never change their spots, i'd knock them in the head, grab them and shake and scream " YES THEY DO"

good or bad, right or wrong, straight or gay. theres bound to be a significant change in that person as time goes by. maybe its because you've been with him/her for like, say 10 years and throughout that period of time, you watched him/her grow bit by bit, slowly. well obviously you won't be able to tell the difference.

but 10 years of absence from each other, and you'll realise that not only has that person changed in personality, looks too. some don't even change their dressing sense...same face, same hair, same facial features...
nonetheless, that person has grown up, be it common sense or stupidity.

im currently now at my dads office. VERY BORED LA.

it seems like i haven't been blogging for such a long long time.

anyway,

TPRAWKS.

im not sure how my peers are gonna respond to this. some of them actually disliked TP, for whatever reason i don't know...perhaps they hate it just because they're in it.
who cares man ...as long as i can study there, i'd be happy with just about everything.

realised that i haven't been blogging AND...to make her happy, decided to post something (: nar, don't sad le hor.

really fun, although didn't really much enjoyed the ELF segment. hot, sticky and i hate boring team building games.
the first 2 games, the cat find mouse, parachute game, was actually a pre-plankwalking preparation. it was to prepare us so that we can listen and follow instructions during the plank walking as a group.

the only dissapointing thing was that, YELLOW group did not get to visit the design school. thats the only thing i was so upset about.

anyway, a big shout out to all who saw me, looked at me, talked to me, in the same group as me, laughed with me, laughed at me .
thanks for taking time to do all those stuffs especially lou, edric and ah yi .
you people are great leaders as well as entertainers. cheers to you all.


coming back today, ellsie organized a bowling outing...sorry but, no photos...was simply too lazy and suffering from a blister on my right thumb and index finger...didn't bowl well, didn't even managed to break a pathethic 100. zZZ

sent dory home after that. not sure how the rest actually look upon this gesture as what lah...but really do hope they won't tease or do anything embarrassing towards us.

i think i've given up on nuffnang...haha don't really care if i get any viewers..as long as there are a few loyal readers and a V.I.P (: reader, i'll be happy ...

meanwhile, if any rawkers are to visit my blog, please please do tag and leave behind some contacts although the % of you people knowing that my blog exist is only a meer 1%...lolx



cheers all.

todays wedding dinner went well (:
many good comments were given, much to the delight of my mom and dad :DDDD
during the yam seng part, it felt as though 2 months of O level stress, 2 weeks of suffering from a heartbroken relationship and a few days of hectic preparation, unleashed in that ear piercing screaming of "YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM seng" .
i also want to thank dory for all the emotional support that shes given me during my O's and these few days . there were many times we misunderstood each other, and we had our past haunting us to this day. no doubt, the both of us would be wanting this time to be different and everlasting. <3cheers mates, our band will be kicking off in training pretty soon. just got to settle everything (:

not that i've been lazy, i was just busy these few days. in about 4 hours time, i'll have to launch of to somewhere for my cousins wedding (2 wedding events for this year. O.O ).

im the emcee for his wedding dinner. volunteered for it...for english ...last minute, mom told me that i had to do chinese as well...knowing how shitty my chinese is, i protested and sis2 says she doesn't like my attitude of not learning...i agree on that point, but i suppose i didn't agree to it during lunch when i went ballistic on her criticisms.

hmm in any case, im having problems with the chinese part...don't know what im gonna do ...can't back out, if not johnson will be like so dissapointed since he placed his hopes on my already. =\

watched Cast Away for the 2nd time in my life. it was aired a few hours ago ...and having grown up so much, i think i understood the movie better....the way Tom Hanks acted in the movie ...
and one very important thing that further supports my move against i-wanna-die-because-my-boyboy/girlgirl-left-me-and-i-cut-my-hand-cos-i-cant-live-without-him.


bullshit. i'd love to help these depressing people but it really gets on my nerves when they wish to die just because of 1 small set back in life.

im hated by many, many disliked my personality.
for those haters out there...i made a small video during my free time...its titled "Best Friends" but i titled it 'stupid video' with regards to later parts of this year 2007.

the song Best Friends -The GazettE is dedicated to the good memories when you people(from class 5C Manjusri) were still nice to me in the earlier parts of 2007. i admit my attitude was shit as well..but heck.