eh can hurry up...the sun getting bigger leh...

brushing off the dust from my blog, I realised blogging for me is a pretty much on and off thing.
I don't own an iphone (and I don't intend to get one since I kind of hate apple products now).

What I need is better time management for myself and hell, get rid of all ERP gantries if possible.
 I think this world needs more love and much stricter discipline.
Self control is not possible for every individual but have a heart to think.
Don't be the cause of another's suffering just for your moment of pleasure. If you made a mistake, be sure to change.


Ok, enough "wise" crap. I need to sleep soon. long day ahead for me tomorrow.
argh.


<3 anj!

a side glace into the mirror

am I disappointing those who had expectations?

it came true.

Honestly, I don't feel the drive anymore. why.





you'll always be in our heart, pena. 9/9/10

ORD

I wonder if i was truly happy during the course of my 2 year service. Much of it was filled with foolish misery brought upon by myself and too many mistakes were made.
Well...take it as a learning experience. Having power over civilians was not easy. You will have the urge to abuse it at every opportunity (which by RIGHT you don't need to). Some will disagree with you and think it would be perfectly normal and to identify yourself as an officer of the law.
I see that as the reason why they're not the ones with the blue uniforms. You need to see if the situation doesn't put you in an awkward situation. We don't just jump in and everything will go your way. Its not always like in the soap operas or shows.

That aside, ORD. One more duty shift. I was feeling half melancholic but now, i prefer to be napping on my comfy bed.

Its nearing the end of my night shift and i wish my girlfriend is sleeping soundly and comfortably. <3

Shit happens.

The phone that kept me occupied, a tool for communication and since 2 months back, my mobile internet surfer.
At duty now. 7 more days! Freedom!

I'm missing you. Get well soon pls you silly <3

Know your limits, young man.

You're still living in your teenage days. The kind society ignore, or laugh at how young you are. Don't taint the colour of the brotherhood. You're a disgrace for doing what you are attempting to do right now. I have my resources. Watch your step.

Rating to be advised.

I have a very sexy and adorable girlfriend. Whee.
Currently on duty and i can't sleep. My throat is getting urgh.

I really need a normal day with proper sleeping time. Just once.

Away from gigging life, apart from honing my drumming and all the shit that had caused the unhappiness in the ridiculously sensitive me, i really do hope to get a very normal day in which i'll get to spend with my family and <3 . I want sometime to ourselves, cultivate the bond and break the misunderstandings that ever took place.
I thought it was the ultimate setback, one which i would never recover. Turns out i was wrong. Thanks for sticking with me throughout my emotional crisis and listening to my shit almost everyday.

Your letter brought me smiles. I love you, sweet (:

Hor fun isn't fun at all

How long have i left this space untouched? I guess i was either too busy or too lazy to do an update. When i had the spare time, it would most likely be spent with my sweet girl.

Quite a bit had happened these past few days and <3 was always there to calm me down. My personality is somehow changing and changing. Well i hope its for the better.

And neo's birthday barbecue was a success!

I don't know if you've been keeping tabs on my blog since i haven't been updating for so long. <3 you!

i need more posters on my wall

its amazing isn't it. we just happen to have everything alike. down to preferences.
it is just a day away but like you mentioned, it doesn't really matter. <3


hell, one isn't enough. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 


ok, imma go prepare for work now.