ITS A NEW YEAR.

just got home from SBM's 27th anniversary. correct me if i got the anniversary wrong.

fruitful day.

the day i entered SBM, everything looks so perfect, shadowing the internal conflicts that began long before i stepped into the youth group. very soon, i found myself being involved (or you could say, interfering) from what wasn't my problem, became my problem (by my own accord).

cut the crapping short, the storm is over and once again we are embracing the new year with a new mindset, new goals and a group of promising committee leaders. i have faith in all my brothers and sisters to do a good job, so GO FORTH AND SPREAD THE DHAMMA. SBMY (PKL) will always deliver and support everyone all the way.

charges include GST.

and so it began,

the eve of x'mas and the day of x'mas, itself. miserable as it may seem to me, other people are enjoying it. this year, its my worst x'mas of all, and also the best.

whats bad is that, i have to book into camp in about 3 hours time since i've already exhausted all my leave days for my O level exams. brightside, went over to Ian's for a stayover. played guitar hero thruout the night. ridiculously, i learnt how to play the arcade version of the drums now ( which i know nuts about previously)

and i watched Yes Man with darling today. positive movie for a festive season such as this. enjoyed every movie watched with my girlfriend :D

Worst x'mas : 1
Brightside : 2

Conclusion : still a good x'mas.

wrong time, wrong place

cherise got this for me from japan (at my request)
still owe her 50 bucks. thanks!)
the wallet is there for show btw. LOL.

received 2 days of MC for a terrible mouth ulcer. i still think the condition was pretty exaggerated.
shall do revisions for law again.

my job, to make you smile (:

feeling miserably like shit.

woke up feeling a bad headache. was studying for law exams tomorrow. serious mouth ulcer (thats like 1 mm deep in my mouth muscles), sore throat and fever. i wonder whats next.

wasn't able to wake up to meet darling. its dam sad la. argh.
i miss her...

feeling a lil bored and tired of being with boring ppl for a week.

OK. so i'm sitting right in front of a slow computer, brought home by my kind dad who did his best to provide whats good infront of me. seriously, i didn't want him to bring a substitute computer back since it won't really do any good...and i was sort of ungrateful and spoke to him in a rude tone when i was booking out of camp cos i was agitated by something else.

sorry dad, didn't mean to. i love both you and mom. thanks for everything that you two have done for me...i won't ever be able to repay you both fully, but i'll do my best to make you proud.

yesterday (saturday) was kinda of a norm. woke up pretty early as i did not had a computer to keep myself awake late into the night before, i slept early after a small chat with darling.
after that, headed down to SBM for camp preparation. went to collect firewood from neighbouring shophouses. thanks a bunch for Tat Seng Stainless Steel Pte Ltd. The staff there were extremely generous and helpful, even helped us to move those palettes!

washed the tents while vicky and kaiwen got wet. prepared a few songs for the GLs to practice the campfire songs. rushed of for jamming after that. sad to say, i wasn't really impressed with my own performance. quite bad. sigh.

so anyway, went back to SBM again. slacked awhile and headed down to PS for jamming. again, wasn't pretty happy with myself. sigh. sigh. sigh. went to macs, ate a little...kaiwen and kevin went to play pool.

kevin: eh those girls not bad ah
xiahei: ee yer...
kevin: i mean their skills la!

a clear example of a misinterpretation, or different wavelength? :O

as usual, i'm missing my darling loads. ): booking in on monday night. how boring can that be? really wish for law exams to finish so i can concentrate on other stuffs. shall not slack at all during training and lessons. must pass!