master chief sucks at HALO

making breakfast for darling on our 3rd anniversary. <3>

i borrowed this razor mantis speed mouse mat from zhenglin. it really is perfect! i had a fun time sliding my mouse around and for the first after like 3 years, i'm back on the,

mouse sensitivity: 1

i'm like whoa. its dam smooth. and BIG TOO.

went for deliveries the day before, was at some DBS building, looked out of the window and decided to take a shot of the view cos i found it to be rather 'peaceful'







i swear to gawd i really didn't see my own reflection when i took the picture.

kaiwen: EXCUSESSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!11!!!!!1!


don't believe? ask vicky.

what goes into your heart, stays there.

sitting in front of the computer, waiting for darling. shes still snoring away...haha.

lately i've been agitated easily. in games especially. for your info, i wasn't giving excuses (much as you like to think i was just 'excusing' myself for making 'excuses') but talk about making excuses, i have all the right to do so till you totally own me flat in the face. yes, i am annoyed. seriously, annoyed.

its just a game, i told myself. looking at the mirror, i can only laugh at myself for getting angry over such a trivial matter.

darling went emo again last night. sometimes, when you come across stuffs that was from your past, your heart aches. you feel stupid, you feel heartbroken and then you feel the utter uselessness when you were in his arms. to sum it all, you feel disgusted.

but all is in the past, your heart pains when you see your happiness, going about happily, undaunted by your presence while you stood there staring at him and wondering why he ever did that to you.

maybe my exes have seen me outside enjoying the bliss of ignorance in the company of my friends. maybe they have suffered as well. i have seen my exes behaving the same too (and knowing the private stuffs is even worse). my heart pains, but i told myself, move on.

generally, this sums up my thoughts for the day. kaiwen, no hard feelings.
its been a rather moody month, trying to keep it all in. wondering how long i can last~

happy 3rd month my dear! (:

man, you really suck.

dam. i seriously hate a particular band in superband. accusations, lies and backstabber.
you got your fame now, and you're going to abuse it? Neo and Davin didn't even bother you and all of a sudden you decided to dig everything up, mould it to your own liking and defame them?

ah geez, childish.



curse you out of the competition and whatever you do, ethereal.

just a day to our anniversary

yep, 3 months...i'm happy to announce that (: haha

couldn't sleep for days. tried to sleep early for this week but only managed to succeed for a day only. found my old logitech mouse, in my sisters drawer, 101% neglected care and in poor condition. to think that mouse was my CS mouse. saddening.

went out with Cloud-Seth today. (the name which melvin came up with) intended for a meetup to discuss the current problem : Castle in the Air clashes with TheEnigmaticArmy. quite shitty. both neo and i only found out that the 2 events clashed when melvin told me bout the date and i was like; craps our gig is also on the 30th too. argh.

wanted to meet shaun the organizer, but he didn't reply his email. called unseen for shauns number, unseen didn't get back to me. kinda late so nevermind, we walked around suntec and went to arcade. sucked at DDR, percussion master machine is down, played house of the dead 4. got owned at the first stage boss. lol

darlings been a dear to me nowadays. even though she was stressed and all, she kept her cool and hid everything inside, not wanting to worry me, but i got even more worried when i found out. iloveyou (:



its 4.27am. i even lost track of time. i thought it was just 2 am+. zzz

presenting, the band's logo:

Liberte™ !

artwork done by izu. haha thanks for all the efforts.

k gtg. nights.

i laugh, at your denying. hahaha!


baby showed me something yesterday and i must agree, the comic i humorous! its about blood types.




heres one of the few, uploaded. doesn't seem to be very clear, click on it to see it more clearly.

for the greater good, for TAU!

ah, i came across the Polaroids shalyn sent me eons ago. totally forgot about them. haha YPM! young people ministry. the shots were taken before shalyn left for Australia to study

(but came back again).

PS: the background was actually the YPM office. looks shabby but no, its quite big! equivalent to half the size of L Cube's suite.

its time to clean out my room and especially my drawers. its in a mess. ARGH.

missing my girlfriend, as usual. anniversary is coming soon :D happyface

we should probably spend time watching masterchief sucks at halo on youtube. haha!

don't worry, its just a parody.

somethings wrong with my tagboard but nevermind.

this is effing hilarious. i'm not even making this big and she, as i've always thought to be, one lonely attention seeker.

go on, chilly. since you want to make this big, thanks for 'warning' my gf about the potential threat for being with me. thanks for telling others and warning my ex girlfriends the same, and harping on it till now.

but lo, we think you're an annoyance. we've been together for 3 months and we're very happy, no thanks to the criticisms about me you told her. thanks again, but no thanks because the both of us are very happy right now. i should present you with an award as well, for leaking info to almost everyone, till even the troll knew bout my personal affairs. the others knew only the surface but they did keep quiet because it does not concern them and they can't be bothered as well.

why don't you do the same as well? mind your own business and stop caring/butting into other peoples private affairs?

you've stopped talking to her for a month already. but chill, chilly. just because its a month ago, that doesn't mean i will be VERY happy and just keep quiet when the conclusion of your acts starts ruining my mood.

and i don't hate you. i'm just very, very annoyed and angry of what you did and what you are trying to do currently.

make this big, post on the stupid forum, paint your house with "PEAR IS A SUCKER" or maybe start a revolution to put me down. just....just leave everyone alone.

post removed, i decided that it is pointless to blog about a troll.

i found this DAM hilarious video of a commercial on youtube. must watch. its a must watch.

i decided to try out the new features of blogger. there are so many functions the interface has now which made blogging with blogger in the past almost a relic.

first, i changed my template as you all can see. its much brighter and easier to read. secondly, the links...there this new tab in the layout settings panel that allows you to add links, name it and sort it alphabetically, automatically! LOL.

such convenience. truly ingenious. urrgh.


still, it doesn't have the private entries feature like livejournal, nor the password locked posts on wordpress. but blogger enables you to blog HTML free, without any HTML codes memorising. everything is simplified into buttons and links.


cool eh? girlfriend is having art. shes bored. i miss her. she misses me. hahahaha.

just imagine. imagine him sitting on that chair, relaxing himself.

so here i am, sitting in front of an apple computer once more doing artwork. simple ones actually. there are just so many things which i do not know yet.

walked into his office, felt the chair that he always sat on. looking at the walls, the films that he stacked and pasted on them, the shelves, and then back at the armchair again. imagined him sitting there like he always did, resting and waiting for us to hand him some artwork for checking.

yeah, we sure miss you alot uncle.

i'm thinking of giving my blog a facelift. not too much of a change though, considering some of the things, i can't bear to remove them. memories and many other events or such. i can't believe i actually linked objects with my memories.

so instead of the common black, (in which my url used to be emo kidd) i'm going to use white or prolly some lighter colors. but who cares, its not like i have many readers anyway. haha

be back later. gonna stare at the my girlfriends photo.

i wonder how long i can last without sleep. the computer clock shows 1.42 am, my phone shows 3.49. trained with teamCOD4.

before that, met my gf and brought her to kimhoes bbq. kimhoes gf to be precise. not alot of people turned up (much to my surprise). but as usual, i don't camwhore (so stop refering me as a camwhorer gay) ah fgs.


kesh seems to be emo still, wonder when he'll recover. i guess too much stuffs have happened between him and neo. i don't even know bout it till kesh and neo both told me.

so i went, mhhm. how are we to resolve this? we already have another plan set into motion.
what to do. whats next. argh.

random thoughts, inconsiderate people, people yapping when they're the ones who are inconsiderate and fools. i can't be bothered with them. most of the time, i'd stand thruout my journey on public transport. if theres ever a seat, it'll most prolly be when the carriage is almost empty. people who pretend to be gracious when they're not?


ridiculous.

i miss my girlfriend. thats all.

i can still remember the days when i was so yearning to be a gangster, an ah beng with long fringe and loose pants. all the accessories that an ah beng has. joined a gang, went out with brothers to slack, ton, drink, smoke and many other stupid things that i can't possibly list it out here.

kind of missed it, but i think its dumb. at least, not as dumb as the lian and beng wannabes today. one thing i've noticed is that, they will never change. from the past to now, its all hard-arm tactics. unhappy, meet. unhappy, settle and fight and blah blah. i mean, whats the point. lol

i don't mind facing off in a one on one but what are we going to gain from all that? the guy is still going to hold a grudge against me but for me? i'd heck care. lol call me a coward, but i seriously can't be bothered with small kids-beng-lian-wannabe trying to lecture me on morals when i know all that you have done that contradicts that.


anyway, had a weird dream that i was in some sort of a dungeon, a warrior holding on to an axe and swiping off monsters but at the same time, i felt the fear of being struck (that kind of feeling, you know?) and so on and so forth...think its due to playing Dawn Of War before i slept yesterday..LOL shit. games can really have a big impact on your minds.

dad got me a drink during a refuel at the petrol station, coincidentally, it was my favourite type of coffee. thanks dad!





back from deliveries, back from trying to reserve a job slot for vicky. i messaged him before but he hasn't replied as of now. maybe hes busy or something else, no matter.

darling seems to have a major msn failure...trying to upload an alternate installer for her to download since the current new version installer is like bullshit and having loads of problems. lol

dad got me a new duo core desktop...actually, for both my mom and I to use. he wants something which my mom can use and entertain herself when i'm going to be away for national service. thats sweet and loving of him eh? haha



so after that, we went for dinner at circuit, just around my house.

behold, the tower of Babel.



weeks before, i wanted to blog about taking care of studio equipments which obviously does not belong to you. thieving musicians have always tried to "kapo" stuffs and equips from the studios, screw, drum keys, microphones, wires and almost everything you can find from an average jamming studio.

so here, we have the drumset from L Cube's Executive Room. from far, the drumset looks fine to me but upon close inspection, look at the terrible damage caused by inconsiderate users.

heart pain.

i know its not my property but just looking at it, makes me feel pissed off. there was supposed to me a wingnut, tension rod and a cymbal felt washer, taken by some asshole, obviously.

man it just pisses me off. zzz.

heres one of the recordings from yesterdays session~

went to DTE with my band mates to have a peek at cosfest after jamming. neo was sick, so we had no vocals except for female vocals. hahaha

everyone at the cosfest were splendid...i mean, for some its first right? besides i'm not really into cosplaying...i see, but i don't cosplay and i don't wish to be a critic. its quite a happy sight to see so many anime fans. and to think 7 years ago, i thought i was the only anime fan in singapore. LOL .

guess what, i saw ironman! that guys armour is FREAKING AWESOME.



anyway, heres a shot of the cosplaying performance...bad quality due to my lousy phone. lol

due to the sudden closure of the old music labs at paradiz ( stupid cold storage ), we were out of options for a venue to jam at that very moment since news only came to us at the very last minute.
headed down to SBM and prepped the songs on our list for awhile before we went to city hall for dinner. man, nyny's foods are totally full of cheese. especially the Bacon smth smth...i don't frequent that place so i don't really know the foods they offer there.

nest and vic were moshing all the way from the car to almost the whole of city link, inviting stares from the people all around. LOL

anyway, the meeting was about the appointment of positions and future events of SBM. dozed off half way till they came to "Performing Arts".

ahemmapexdrumsetsaturnseriesahem.

jamming in the morning, 11am at L Cube Suite. the mates are crazy, booking such a big for what.
=.= they're thinking of going down to DTE for the cosfest. i'm thinking of looking for my gf while they enjoy the chio bu galore.

when you got engrossed in something

i was wondering what nest was chuckling about and snapping pictures with my phone behind my back while i was engrossed in my old halo game. turns out, zhenglin stuck a piece of post-it note on my back.

this was what i saw when i got home. LOL.




and i only found out bout those stickies when a nice lady approached me at macs to tell me, (hands out sticky) "hey, erm someone pasted this on my back"



my mind was totally blank. embarassing *_*


meeting up with babygirl this sunday. sunrise sunrise~

i got a livejournal, its to the right. to-the-right-to-the-right ->

its under THE OTHER PART OF ME.

goodbye, uncle.

we bid you farewell, uncle.