Please Rain

X'mas is over. It felt so long. It was a long weekend, honestly.

I got my first nerf! its an alpha trooper! not like I really care about the technical terms of the toy but, finally! I was actually waiting for a value buy. Initially, I wanted to get a Recon just like the others but after looking at its performance, I got turned off.

As for the other later models, not worth the buy too. $$ and performance. Till this little guy came and I was like, O.K! time to get one myself. And yep, I am very satisfied with my purchase.

On to X'mas shopping, one word to describe it. Great! Never shopped this much before getting things that I actually want. Got 2 pairs of spec frames for both gf and me. Sweet. Couple wear.

shoes, clothes and thats all. Happy with the day being spent.

Back to work.

Its X'mas!

Let me just give a quick post before my girlfriend finds out that I've been skiving when I told her I was busy.

Its nearing X'mas and X'mas eve is today! How shall I put this. 2010 had been a year packed with many shit and good stuffs. I'll just briefly summarize, first quarter of the year was hell. Total black. 

After June, things got a little brighter and as of now, I'm pretty content with my life. 

Anyway, I'm still discontented with somethings. Perhaps it isn't wise to list it out for the public to see, considering I've learnt a very harsh lesson. I shall just be quiet and slowly fade away.

What is it that demands so much of my attention? I don't think I should. I have other things to worry about and focus on. 

This isn't my passion, this isn't part of my circle. But it was where I got to know great people. Big or small. They have made an impact on my life. Still, I don't have the will to commit anymore. 

Wait, since when have I from the beginning? I'm only capable of standing by the sidelines and watch. Maybe give a few kicks and pushes and verbal supports. That is all.

Either way, I'll just sit back, watch and do nothing.

On that black note, I wish everyone a Merry X'mas and a happy new year.