foolishness at its peak

having to live in a camp and worry about your loved ones, is really sickening.
to pour out and let your gf know of your doubts, is actually inflicting a big scar on her heart.

something which i've never experienced before. aw dam.

darling, we've been thru alot. quarrels were at minimum, doubts being kept as a secret. but nonetheless, i've been trying to allay all my fears and doubts so i can continue walking down our path with no worries at all.

5 months mean nothing. we shall not number and calculate the duration of how long we've been together. i know you'll read my blog, thats why i'm writing here. i'll be there to walk with you and care for you. i'll change my perspective in life, my views and my musical path, for we must grow and adapt with each passing day. this is our story and we shall end it happily together.

happy 5th month anniversary darling. its been great and always will be, loving you (:

ZZZ.

MOE is finally changing the path of their education.

focusing more on teamwork, character, confidence and leadership  qualities.

WHY THE FUCK DIDN'T THEY DO THIS EARLIER?! $%^#&@

absence makes the mind fonder

the amount of batteries used for charging my mobile. it just sucks that we arn't allowed to charge our mobiles using HTA's electricity supply. zzz

so anyway, booked out today. been waiting so looooooong for this day since i booked in last sunday.

peng. decided to kill time by just dozing off while reading thru messages sent by darling.

much missed with love, the departed Teo Liwei. may you find happiness elsewhere my friend, be reborn in a better realm. but for now, rest in peace. you deserve the rest.

<3 babygirl

another week of 'slacked' hell. i won't really complain since our training was pretty much VERY slack. and the early book out times were really a luxury to 133 intake.

the field instructors were harsh, but truly, it does have an effect on my attitude. move like lightning, sound like thunder. persevere!
i was never lazy anymore, the harsh training has instilled discipline in me, which i believe will do wonders in whatever i do in my music hobby.

anyway, i missed seeing my girlfriend so much (my parents too, i love my parents equally the same) that i kept nagging her for a neoprint shoot. i know its childish for a guy my age but i can't think of anything else compact enough to bring into camp that will allow me to see her face everyday.

this is what i'll see in my locker beside my bed when i wake up every morning:


i saw a full moon on wednesday i think. it was extremely round. joel said that upon seeing the moon, all of us are sure to think of home. hes so dam fucking right.


so the week before, which was my first book out, i went for darlings first jamming session. no extra comments on the drummer and vocalist but towards their attitude in forming a band, its seriously a -.- face for me. the drummer is cmi, his attitude is also cmi. arrogance and naiveness is all he has. vocalist, not bad but can be improved... i know, i'm a critic >=)

my beautiful and sexy girlfriend :D



move like lightning, sound like thunder! Foxtrot Company!

i miss my girlfriend, like a lot. i love you darling!

just booked out of the Home Team Academy. thanks to the Muslims, who were actually in their fasting month (you guys were great, enduring all the shit even when you're all starving yourselves). i can't say i'm that excellent myself, having neglected in my physical fitness for the past 7 months, i wasn't able to keep up with the training at 100%. but i improved on the third day.


many stupid idiots, as i've realised. High education + no common sense = fools.



Vindicare blue_avenger Kavvy Toufu_Master Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!!!!!! says:
EH?!

Vindicare blue_avenger Kavvy Toufu_Master Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!!!!!! says:
why r u online?!

pearson. says:
yes i am online

pearson. says:
lol

pearson. says:
just booked out hahaha

Vindicare blue_avenger Kavvy Toufu_Master Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!!!!!! says:
WTF!?

Vindicare blue_avenger Kavvy Toufu_Master Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!!!!!! says:
so hows army?

Vindicare blue_avenger Kavvy Toufu_Master Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!!!!!! says:
i mean pa

pearson. says:
quite ok

pearson. says:
discipline required,

pearson. says:
haha

pearson. says:
only got a few cocks in the batch

pearson. says:
and 1 bloody idiot in my bunk

Vindicare blue_avenger Kavvy Toufu_Master Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!!!!!! says:
define cocks

pearson. says:
* Level and dip**** holders, behaving like bloody virgins

Vindicare blue_avenger Kavvy Toufu_Master Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!!!!!! says:
lol?

Vindicare blue_avenger Kavvy Toufu_Master Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!!!!!! says:
siao one

pearson. says:
asked obvious questions, can't tahan physical training.

pearson. says:
and doing stupid things like scolding the instructor fuck you

pearson. says:
lol

Vindicare blue_avenger Kavvy Toufu_Master Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!!!!!! says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Vindicare blue_avenger Kavvy Toufu_Master Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!!!!!! says:
got kenna pump?

pearson. says:
ya la

pearson. says:
thats why i call them blardy virgins


nuff said.

todays the last day, in a few more hours, i'll be embarking on my journey in serving the country and community, as a Police Trainee (aka, Gahmen Dogs) so whatever, i'm gonna miss my bed, my drumsticks, my computer, my family and most importantly my girlfriend. oh wait, theres still the PKL.

k, loves to all of you. blesses.

NEVER WHINE

feeling energized, thanks to my gf. hahaha we both like to tease each other :D

dearest came over to my house in the morning, bathed and got ready to go out for a movie. watched walle. it was nice and meaningful too. trust me, theres more to what they showed in the advertisements. 10 bucks was worth it, seriously. had subway before that, couldn't finish on time.

and oh crap, i just realised i left the double chip chocolate cookie at babys house. dammit. LOL

nvm, she can have it (if you read this, eat the chip before the ants get it) speaking of which, she kept saying that her room was messier than mine (ya right =.=) her room was bigger than mine, has 2 amps and a spanking new bass by the closet corner. my gf is a good bass player. don't deny it =p

llingered for awhile longer at her house before i set off for punggol. thanks for spending the day with me dear (: love you loads. <3

and so, 2 days left before i enter the police academy. i'd say things were crammed into 2 working days, in which i have to get them done if not, there won't be time to do so at all.

darlings' coming to my house afterwards, before we go out :D love you loads, my dearest. <3

went for a short session with the SBMY band in the morning at Daisy Rock. other than the sound physics that was done up in the studio, i wasn't pretty much impressed with the maintainance of the drumset. good equips, bad maintainance.

): sigh. music lab seems to be the only place to have good and real musicians as staffs.

helped out in drums for a project by izu's friend. first time doing a recording, pretty excited!

this was all thats in the studio,

zhihui (the SAE student doing the recording proj), went to draw out more cymbals after the instructor commented about the limited variety of effects from the drumset

so, taking about 10 - 15 min for me to setup the drumset + tuning, and nearly an hour for the doods to mic up everything and do a sound check, we were only ready after 4.30pm



the only place where i'm truly happy is behind a drumset, and with my gf :D

recording started, took about 2 trial runs and 1 recording,

and thanks izu, for the zildjian sticks! haha!

loving my girlfriend, always and ever.

woke up in the morning laughing, had a hilarious dream. sat on the edge of my bed, feeling a little of an air head. exerted my knee muscles and stood up, full force.

the next moment i knew was a sharp pain to the top of my head and i went crashing back flat on my bed. my head had hit the edge of my shelf cupboard =.=

my first fear wasn't a cracked skull, nor was it blood.



i was afraid that there would be an empty patch over the wounded area with no hair.