blah blah blah. lotsa thoughts running thru my mind right now...sorta wondered why did 2006 got be that way? i don't mean the numbers. sigh.

but still, it was the best year i ever had. lets just leave out the depressing part alright.
hammy's having financial problems...reckon he wants to spend his pocket money on getting his new ram rather than on June's jamming. sigh. sigh. sigh.

got back to practising my TKD at home. realised that im having difficulty doing a simple perfect kick...cant stretch at all. hahaha spending more time on building my body. i don't want a body builder's figure. just a normal one will do.

<3 baby! hehe miss you!

hmm. PE for today was dam fun. played doubles badminton with me teaming with zheng jie. lol we were the undefeated champions...till junhao and yaoming's turn came and they won us by border score =.=
ym was from badminton during primary school ...

zheng jie did all the sprinting from left to right while i was shifting front and back ...
sorta like a cross maneuver @.@ hahaha fun lahs. but lost to mr lim. he was like rooted to the spot and only walking abit ..its more like im being controlled rather than he was ..though i did my best. hahaha

thats the only fun and interesting thing that happened today . lol sayos~

<3 sugah baby (:
im a fan of gazettE.
gazettE gazettE gazettE !

read something outrageous today ..

Overjoyed

guess you've all heard about it on news ya ?

4 teenagers , 2 boys 2 girls were playing in the canal and got swept away by the upcoming current. 3 survived with scratches and bruises and 1 died . Two victims , Toh Shi Hui , 14 & Debra , 14 were from HILLGROVE secondary school [ my school ] . Toh Shi Hui survived and Debra was found floating at Pandan Canal this afternoon . When Debra was being spotted , she was already dead . 1 teenage boy , Alson Chua , 13 from Princess Elizabeth Primary School [ my school also! ] manage to grab a ladder by the side of the canal and climbed up to shore .

* woo , i guess i can be a reporter liao :x *

- i apologise for what i said ;x -

note. the word OVERJOYED at the top. even though that girl may have been bad towards you when she was alive then, you don't have to behave in a sadistic manner. think of how her parents and close friends would be feeling right now. in my opinion, you are just worse than her whom i would gladly say, deserve the same fate as her.

sad case. being swept away by the current. there seems to be a rise in local deaths and all... elderly woman and daughter, car accident and now drownings. before this, 2 boys got drowned in another incident.

took the trouble to walk opposite to the provision shop to buy the newpaper so i can update myself on that story.

bless us all.

<3 sugah baby (:

heard band got Silver. haha gratz to you peeps (:
if you believe it in, it will happen...and it did. hahas

woke up at 4am to do my chinese essay. didn't finish it yesterday...wasn't a long one either. bound to get scolded. zzz

off to school in about ..20 min... haha cheers all~

<3deary! hehe. i know you're not feeling well...don't bluff me ;)

hah. outwitted her during dinner. don't ever attempt to lecture me on electrical appliances cos your every so called "fact" are just a bunch of bull.

:p

was in a foul mood when i just woke up. didn't like the idea of sis using my comp when i just offed it.

goddamitall. why can't you have taken good care of your own lappie? but too bad im in control here cause that's my room, that's my computer so i'd give you this _l_


<3 deary

had photo taking today. i swear i look weird cos i actually comb my fringe up to hide it. sigh.

anyways, nothing particular happened. just wish something stupid and funny will happen, then everyone will laugh =D
met baby 3 days ago ..haha miss her dam lots (:
don't worry bout it okay? no one can predict the future, just cherish the moments we have together ...love you.

tomorrow is Band's big day. HIH is performing only bout 15 min after my school. coincidence? maybe...
lucks to you all! regardless of what you all get, everyone would have done their best.

<3 deary (:

a couple of people had been curious just who my girlfriend is ...wellp, heres something for you idiots to see =DDDDDDDDDDD
~

someone says i look like sec 3 @.@
do i look that young? no seriously, do i?
cos im turning 18 this year .

haven't been in a very good mood lately.
either others are avoiding me or i'm just being plain stupid and paranoid.
school and church.

late for service again but heck. had to sit at the last row. shalyn didn't reserve a sit for me... listened to the pastors' sermon...kinda intrigued by it.
ok enough about church stuffs.
doyls got LDG so i went for my bible study ...and then doyle msged me telling me that the meeting might be late so won't be going lan afterwards...went to katong villa myself and signed into zion..
play dota awhile then doyle called me and asked where i was...hes on the way to zion and i was like =_________________________=

played a lil bit of CS .got bored but continued ..then went back to church to observe the drums class. haha thats all. msged baby abit.

<3 deary (:

its a black day. end of story .

nono, its not that something bad happened today, just not in the mood.
cheers all~

<3 baby

ROARS.

got into trouble in school again .sigh. but managed to slip out of it again. must say that Mrs Lam was very generous to let me off this time and im grateful.
and i found out something after i just got out of the shower and blowdried my hair.
IT HASN'T CHANGED A FREAKING BIT! HAHAHA!
its just a shorter version of my previous length. HEHEHE!

thruout my period of depression, deary was supporting me morally and cheering me up. she never fails to make me smile . x)) there, a smile. hahahah! *hugs*

went to see zhengjie at the wushu compy, it was being held in my school. hes absolutely freaking COOL. im so impressed ...almost flawless. zhengjie, jia you! we will always be your fans. =DD


drums yesterday was interesting. i realised i improved a lot when i tried some basic beats. what really worked out was my empasizing of each and every beat. (:
now im working on following the guitar and keeping a constant inner clock.


<3 baby! miss you so much! hehehe!

NIGHT TIME. TIME TO SLEEP .

nothing much happened today (again) went to church for the drum class, did part of my chinese essay there ..had a quarrel with sis. shes always forgetting things, switching off the fan, tele, water tap( and its running full force) .dam pissed, the bill came and it was $701. showed her the letter and she was like "oh" .i mean wtfux lah .cant you show a bit of concern.

then i hid the my computer wires before i left the house. she called me while i was on the bus but i pretended my mic was spoilt and remained silent. well, if you're ever reading this, too bad for me cause you found out that i can be completely heartless and hostile if you ever smash my things again. mind you, i will retaliate if you ever dare to do anything .you're not the only one in this world who knows anger so stop threatening me as if you can overthrow me.
i can be the most dangerous person in this house, i warn you so don't test my limits.

came home, decided to sleep in my room cause i didn't want her to use my comp late into the night. she got pissed and said she won't lend me any of her stuffs again.

and people smile at you only when they need you .

<3 you baby. miss you so badly and i got so much stuffs to share with you .

morning people :D

woke up 15 min ago. again, my phone alarm didnt wake me up...
went to see doyle's drum rehearsal ytd... got a video of it but by request, he didnt want me to upload on youtube. x(

going to have a look at the drums class afterwards. might as well bring my chinese work there to do. lol leaving in bout 2 hrs or so ...
havent been talking to huiyan for ages. lawl been so long.

im out of stuffs to talk here..

<3 baby! hehe!

YES. GOT MY PHONE BACK YTD. hahahaha .

all i had to do... talk to mr lai ..explain to him...then he told me to go find mrs poh as he was busy making preparations for the anniv rehearsal ...then explained to mrs poh that 6th of aprils a good friday...cnt expect me to come back to school to collect phone ...
got it back, but battery FLAT. LOLS .

went to IKEA today. brings back childhood memories... remembered the last time i went there was like years ago ..10 years ago i think. time goes by and it can never be altered. sigh.
blink of an eye, im 17 already, going 18.

went back ..wanted to buy icafe frm the vending machine ..saw sis in the pool as i passed by. haha then walk towards the bbq area ...bought my drink, a small boy came up to me, say a girl in purple swimsuit called me and i was like huh. lol followed him ...then the boy told me the girl say i shuai. diaoz. then saw daryl's lil bro. i was laughing so hard inside lahs. "i've investigated the matter already. i just now interrogated her and she say she didnt say anything bout you. so you can go away "
i cant help but resisted the urge to laugh out loud and shout "YOU ARE SO CUTE"
then justins lil bro told me the girl say she wanted to have sex with me. this lil kids are so adorable. oh yeah, almost all of them are my childhood enemies younger siblings. don't see them around anymore except troy, whos grown up into a pleasant boy.

that sums up for today. =DDD

<3 you deary!

free lessons are boring. currently in library as i dont have lessons for 4 periods .and tomorrows good friday. and the DM put 6th april for my phone collection day. argh. how da hell would you expect me to come on a holiday??

yesterdays drumming was horrible. i cant incoporate my beats well into the song. forgot what song was it... would love to play Hosanna. it SO easy ...haha still, This Is How We Overcome is betta. gotta practice more.

regretting is too late though. blame it on why i didn't study at all last year. if i did, i won't be repeating another year for my O's ..sigh.
another year of being controlled and lotsa bulls =/

miss my batch of friends. i want a time machine! ahhhh!

got caught for hair today. im seriously getting lazy to even care about it soon.
might go to school tomorrow in wake-up hair, get caught again, fringe to be cut by mr lai ,fight back, mr lai whack me then i suffer concussion then i wake up in the year 2045 and mr lai would be an old fart by then and im young as ever. hahahaha!

anyway, went to school extra early to do some self studying. figured i have to start by minor stuffs like that. stupid melody rang and went for assembly. sat down, after the flag raising, mr lai announced hair check.
i was like OMFG .SHIT. mrs lam personally came down frm the 2nd floor to give me an attire and grooming check. i swear, it makes me feel as though im from the zoo or something .
usual, fringe. zzz
she wanted to send me to mr lai to have my fringe cut but i persistently refused and added a WEEEE bit of hostile tone in my words... no effect @.@
haha. but she eventually gave me another chance so i should be grateful and ...not cut my fringe but comb it up tomorrow! hahahahahaha!

miss deary lots >.< haven't met up with her for a long long time. band practice today, spent my hours reading dilbert in the library and dozed off afterwards. after that went to band room to accompany my mates. percussion sect. was noisy and jasmine broke down after repeated request for them to pay attention and just shut up. =\ do feel a bit sorry for her though.

anyway, was supposed to DO something after band but time constraints, everyone have to go home and hesitations on the funds required, we all went home. ARGH. and i told my dad we cant have family dinner which we always do every tuesday! what a waste.

CO got a silver. pressure on band. AIM for gold my mates. a miracle can happen if you aim for
it !

<3 you baby!

OOOKAE .

i know today's APRIL fools day .and ...also our 3rd month anniversary <3
special ehs .the 1st of every month. hahaha ...

lets see. she was the first one to fooled me. omg lahs. really tio scare >:(
details of it ...well wont say. muahahaha .

nothing pretty happened much lately. i think my condos fogging of the rubbish chute is dumb. instead of killing those roaches, it drives them out of the chute and INTO our homes. a dozen were dead by the time they got out, just a few centimeters away from my room..the chute's just outside my room. argh .
but many still got away, and breed. fuck them all. i swear they've gone tougher and resistant to pesticides and all those fogging. pestbuster better be doing something to improve their arsenal of #%@& .

thats all for today.
happy 3rd month my sugah baby! <3