unscrew them, then screw them back

you know what, fuck this shit. I can't be bothered anymore.

Holy Smites.

I'm waiting.

Urgh. I'm deciding whether if I should burn all those things away.
But it'll be air pollution so...hmm.

ok time to go.

monday blues

Took a day off on saturday, for the photoshoot. It was great, just that I wasn't photogenic for my part. haha!

Off to work in an hour or so. My bed summoned me but I decided to keep away from it, too many things on my mind.
That should be the least of my concerns. Plan plan plan. 

Btw, I know some of you are telling me that my posts are very vague and you don't get it.
That was, my intention.

Plan plan plan.

late night conversations

Overslept. Was supposed to be off in the morning for recee. Yawn.
I'm leave the house soon anyway. Yesterday's practice was cui. For my part.
I left the house with a very uneasy feeling, that I've left something behind.
It was only when I got onto the bus that I realised, I LEFT MY DRUM BAG BEHIND.
Oh well. Had to go to the studio and borrowed a pair of old drumsticks that my hands were totally unfamiliar with.
The weight, to be precise. Dynamics cui. End up feeling cui. ):

k I gotta go prepare now.
Sochii got me a shirt souvenir 8D
likes the shirt.

Need a new pair of sticks again~

I had a beautiful dream while I took my nap in the afternoon.
It only strengthened my resolve.
I shall see this as an opportunity.

After I woke up, I was extremely disappointed. I was like, man. That was just a dream? Now, I wish I never woke up at all.

Almost lost track of myself for awhile there. Gotta get a grip.
Streetfest!

nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Davin's pawing moments. hahahaha.

anyway, fully packed for today. I won't be home most of the time.

Tooth picks in the eyes.

must...stay awake...to..wake..you...up...

you know what, screw this

I finally had a good rest. For once.
I still have many things to do. Loads of them. I may seem to be free all the time but, it is a big No.
Why do you have to be so young and naive.. I didn't lie to you. I was being lied to instead by a naive mind that doesn't understand the term love and used it freely.

retrying

I slacked the previous night away with kevin at Pkway parade since we were practically bored and we could just head off to work the next morning. Talked a lot of bull and senseless stuffs.

Headed off to work then. I was half a wreck before I downed a can of red bull.
Beautiful day actually. Heading out soon!
haha and you enjoy your day at www! 8D

you made me smile again

Had swimming, sauna and dinner session with Yihan just now. Feel better bro, always look forward. After that, had a very loooooooooooooooooong phone conversation. Its always nice chatting with you (:

O.K, time to finish up my bowl of curry chickens and potatoes.

StreetFest, I am ready for you.

We got in!

First of all, grats guys. Luck got us in.

Secondly, performance at Vesak Orchard was awesome. Everyone did a great job.

And I am a fan of Black Forest. Honestly speaking, that was the first time I saw them perform. Now I know the reason why.

Been pretty uptight and busy these few days.
Hope to see you more often! (:

Ok, bye for now.

Ruki, Kai, Uruha, Aoi and Reita

O.K so today turned out to be quite alright.
I am back on track. I've changed my wheels, mod-ed my engines, fixed the gears and zeng-ed my mind. The mind controls everything so I'll condition myself for the time being.

Life's like that. Bo bian.

Ich freue mich, dass versprochene Tag.

私は、多くの人が日本語を私はその言語でブログが決定あるので理解するとは思わない。私はまだあなたを愛して。これは痛みが私の心を他の男とが、あなたを見て、あなたは幸せです、それは十分にする必要があります。
それが発生する場合はすべての私が今まで今したいことは私に話をする...簡単なハイテクを、どのようにやっている求めている...私は非常に幸せになる。私はあなたの安全と幸福を毎日のために祈ると私は、今後を見てほしい。




I laughed when I translate everything back to english. It is totally OFF. 
Being stubborn is...annoying.
I want to see it, I want to see what is ahead, with you (: 

Cassis

never gets old 8D

I broke my bottle

Sometimes, figurines come alive.
Our lyrics dancing around, Dreams come true.

The promised day (:

Inferior~

I am on an insanity streak!
What else more can I ask for.

So today didn't turn out to be the day I expected to be but went window shopping with Kevin for awhile. Went home after that. Had imouto to give me a wake up call at 4 but end up I overslept till 5+.

Its become a norm now. I am growing numb.
Embracing the feeling, while I can.
Cheers all!

Brushing my teeth as I move along

Leaving the house soon.

its movie time!

you were the one who taught me how to smile <3

A closure to this, a closure to everything.

the monochrome scenery in the dead of night



the richly colored extension that I asked for






the more they’re spread out, the more colors are added like a peacock’s feathers


dazzling blinding the magic of light toward the endless spiral (to be continued...)

It is time I moved on.


Teri said something that struck me to the very core. Change for my own self.
The future is unpredictable no matter how we tell ourselves that it is expected or it won't be happening.

For now, I look forward to every day after. There will always be a better tomorrow, no point in crying over spilt milk and regret only at the point of destruction. What is most important, is now.

For this end of the post, I conclude the closure of the 20 years of my life, 20 years of existence on this realm, all the happiness, all the good memories and the unhappiness which would be an experience and lesson for me.

Goodbye Pearson and hello to Xeno.

the small light of hope.

Dang I overslept. Gotta move.

No time for regrets

It is time to do a change.
What else more can I ask for.

Before loving another, one must first love yourself.

Dam i suck.
its 4.42am and I'm still awake. And I need to be out of the house by 11.30am.
this has been going on for about a week...its a miracle I haven't fall sick yet.

Gotta pull through.