teachers day today. went to school pretty early.
in the first place, never intended to...but with the surprise party and my chinese paper fees, i had to go. =.= sigh.

performance, i don't know if i should laugh or not.
other than a few who sang pretty well.
solo category were all good, group theres only one and its the duo at the last segment of the group.
you people really made me cringe like hell, rather than make me laugh. (i tried to laugh politely but its dam too sucky that i eventually had to hide my face in between my legs.)
but nice try though for starters. at least you people had the guts to go on stage.


went to watch 881 today with dear.
feiz and jason came back to school. lol after that they went my house to slack then took bus and mrt to dhoby ghaut.
went food court to eat...i had my ee mian. quite nice actually. haha

then dear texted me asking me where i was. met her at the ticket booth then bought the ticks. feiz and jason went off after that...then dear and me went yamaha. after junhuangs comment, i decided to get a cheap stick. saw my anti-vibe on the shelf...but was on budget mode. sigh
bought 5A nylon tip. pretty good grip...

and gawd. 881 is magnificent. its darn nice. i give it two thumbs up and 10/10.
walked dear home after the movie....so nice. she waited with me for the bus..haha <3

my post is starting to be all about every little thing i do. hahahaha no more fanciful language(did i ever do that before?) ....hmmms will improve next time.

cheers all~

you are more dumb. haha love you.

today, i shall blog about my dear sister.
no i don't consider her as my sister. i don't have a sister with the likes of her. calling her sister is just a stupid term i got used to.

something happened 5 min ago which really made me laugh. made a few fried eggs, she saw it and wanted to cook too.
knowing her stupidness which always lead to damages on wok and other stuffs. and i always got the blame, so i cautioned her to use the utensils and stuff with care and she replied OH PLEASE. I CAN COOK BETTER THAN YOU.

yeah, considering you dont cook often and you suppose your F&N cooking knowledge enables you to cook top-class food? bullshit.
i actually lost my tounge to comment further and went hahahaha and she mimicked me.

fact is, the only dish she knows is smth which she calls, BOMBAY TOAST. with that recipe knowledge armed in her memory, she reckons she can cook very well. OOO.
FYI ITS CALLed FRENCH TOAST. lol you don't even know the name of the dish and you're telling me you can cook better than me? what shit is that?

you can only cook one dish, i tasted it before and it tastes horrible. do you even know that a few times, i actually prepared the daily meals? some of the dishes were done by me. do you know? no. but why would i even bother to tell you? hahaha


this post is written just to release some of the frustrations i had from this so called sister of mine.


haha if im dumb, doesn't that make you dumber? <3
loveyoutoo (:

heard that lane lost her phone.
hope she gets a new one or some good samaritan will return it.
>.> perhaps im giving false hope. im never good at cheering people up.

first off, I got to improve my english. recently, my peers have been treating me weirdly(urgh) cos I realised, I really do talk differently. a lil bit of weird accent and I sound like a gossipy lady.
.________________.

ok so what the hell am I supposed to do? I already messed up my english O level oral(FIRST TIME THAT EVER HAPPENED) and I'm nearly going down into depression.
shucks. =\

not a great day on satuday. I hurt my fingers due to excessive drumming. I miss my anti-vibes. Those are the only ones that can insulate the shock vibration from drumming(my style of drumming is pretty much different from many)
used to complain that it was heavy but after many months, the weight of the stick does not determine ones drumming capability.
gotta save up.


O levels, EE KEH RUKEH?

<3 you too

think i'll blog before i leave for L cube.

stupid ash booked L cube for whatever reason he has, god knows. argh =.=
i never intended to go there, i expected something simpler and cheaper and fuck.
he booked lcube.

alls well, slept well last night...now gonna go prepare...anything happened yesterday?
nothing...but me sensei reprimanding me actually changed my mood during yesterdays' lesson.
i know i've been absent for so long. i never intended to...so, sorry yeah ...i'll try to go...provided im free...


tanjong pagar . where the hell is tanjong pagar?! amara? The Amara? OH MY OLD WORKPLACE.
HOW TO GO. TJNG PGR MUST TAKE MRT LEIS.

and i just found out i got a direct bus there.
so i shouldn't complain =x

in the past xiaxue and kennysia were the blogs i read most and i savoured every word that comes out from them.

now, its just kennysia.
im not gonna elaborate much further in case somebody pinpoints me out as another disgusting blogger. heck, that someone might even call me bhb for even thinking he/she is gonna blog about me, a nobody. (hmmm...i am a "somebody"...i believe in myself...somehow...amazing isn't it?)

well...though i didnt really specify who on my previous paragraph, i think its pretty obvious though.
i thought, oh seems interesting to read(the blog). nice personality. nice manners.
till OH. it went too far and i got influenced(somehow), in my daily life and the internet.

kenny remains the same. i love his blog. his way of handling things. his vision...his thoughts...you may think hes a nerd for having a side-parting and wears 3 quarters but just because he doesn't have a face like Jay or Kai and hairs with long fringe, doesn't mean hes no good.





ok im fucking done >:(

though i was in a bad mood the day before, im pretty ok now.
thanks for letting me talk it all out. phew.

had maths paper 1 today. kinda fun. i think im going mad. was whispering to myself throughout the whole paper @.@ hahaha

you're stupid. you are so stupid. you know? after all our efforts to talk you out of it. you are so naive, so fucking idiotic and irritating(don't know why) to actually BELIEVE IT when people claim they're gonna commit suicide. that was the reason why i broke up with you 2 years ago.
you are so fucking stupid. i thought you would have changed, maybe matured in your thinking.
but no. after so many hours of talking, all efforts gone. all of our efforts down the drain.
you are one fucked up person.



but it doesn't concern me anyway. bah.
to hell with time machines.

black mood, black day.
not in the mood to smile, not in the mood to joke around.
not in the mood to sing, not in the mood to laugh.










i killed my goldfish by accident.

haven't been blogging these few days. pretty lazy and prelims are starting soon. sigh.
its that time of the year again >.>

have to pass, have to study, have to work hard, no more games, no more distractions. just study, work and work and work even harder.

i think i'll use some of the pros methods. setting up a timetable for doing the TYS and assessment books. lol :DDDDDDDDD

hope everything turns out fine.

<3

haven't been blogging for a few weeks. or just days. couldn't find the mood to blog though.
nation's birthday yesterday ..hmm went out to watch fireworks..haha before had jamming.

i starting to sound like a broken radio...im getting bored..and im getting more and more boring. don't know what to do with my own attitude sometimes. but heck, everything will work out fine as long as i see through it.

i certainly hope i'll get my other 10 year series. sheesh.

you don't like me, others don't like you.
i don't like you. we don't like you.
you people don't like me.

who fcking cares?

hmmm. you blogged about this before ...i think its my turn now .
you were once jealous that I went out with your friend, and that I wanted to jio your friend. a close friend of yours. but it was never molded into reality.

thinking back ,its been long. a year. a year and a couple of months. since everything ended. you were my first love. i was the jerk, the bastard who was cruel and heartless . i never spared a thought on how others would have felt, the consequences till i got hit by the same bullet that got you.




was it a mistake?
i guess so .
but time machines don't exist.






they don't.

had my english oral prelim today ...
im not sure if i screwed it up or not but heck. ima just gonna be confident bout it :DD

past few days...ok fine. months then. pretty short of cash. having money problems(and its darn hell getting worse)
dudes, its not that i dont want to take from my dad but do you know the guilty conscience that lingers when im asking them for money?
im already trying my best to focus in my work. i just lost all my 5 year series while moving just when i found them ?and now i had to pay for so much stuffs.

its fucking getting worse. if i have the money, i'll pay.

sheesh.

owell, can't blame them too much. i know you peeps have your own difficulties in meeting your quota of funds for the eoy chalet. its not as though i dont wanna chip in but look. im really having problems. serious ok?
zzz