eh can hurry up...the sun getting bigger leh...

brushing off the dust from my blog, I realised blogging for me is a pretty much on and off thing.
I don't own an iphone (and I don't intend to get one since I kind of hate apple products now).

What I need is better time management for myself and hell, get rid of all ERP gantries if possible.
 I think this world needs more love and much stricter discipline.
Self control is not possible for every individual but have a heart to think.
Don't be the cause of another's suffering just for your moment of pleasure. If you made a mistake, be sure to change.


Ok, enough "wise" crap. I need to sleep soon. long day ahead for me tomorrow.
argh.


<3 anj!

a side glace into the mirror

am I disappointing those who had expectations?

it came true.

Honestly, I don't feel the drive anymore. why.





you'll always be in our heart, pena. 9/9/10

ORD

I wonder if i was truly happy during the course of my 2 year service. Much of it was filled with foolish misery brought upon by myself and too many mistakes were made.
Well...take it as a learning experience. Having power over civilians was not easy. You will have the urge to abuse it at every opportunity (which by RIGHT you don't need to). Some will disagree with you and think it would be perfectly normal and to identify yourself as an officer of the law.
I see that as the reason why they're not the ones with the blue uniforms. You need to see if the situation doesn't put you in an awkward situation. We don't just jump in and everything will go your way. Its not always like in the soap operas or shows.

That aside, ORD. One more duty shift. I was feeling half melancholic but now, i prefer to be napping on my comfy bed.

Its nearing the end of my night shift and i wish my girlfriend is sleeping soundly and comfortably. <3

Shit happens.

The phone that kept me occupied, a tool for communication and since 2 months back, my mobile internet surfer.
At duty now. 7 more days! Freedom!

I'm missing you. Get well soon pls you silly <3