Hi people, I have abandoned this blog and moved to another.


http://aslaptoyourback.blogspot.com/

Trying to start afresh.

I'm trying to start a new blog. But the verification system seems to be hindering my progress.
Screw this. Seriously.

obviously

actually, when shit happens, who does it always involve? you.
for those on the opposition, do what you want. have your own say. i lost control of my anger and got bashed.

i'm not going to help anymore. bye bye.

random titles, doing the style. once more.

It's been awhile. I don't even know why I'm back here. Anj was reading the old posts and I was somehow intrigued to find out how I was in the past. Something was tempting me. hmm.

Well I shouldn't have. I can't even think of anything to post up here.

but reading through parts of 2009 and 2010 really did crack myself a bit.

I really shouldn't have read them.

And now I got myself into something I don't want to. I warned myself, I warned her. Now what.

I really hate this. Fuck.

growing up

I think it all boils down to whether I am prepared for it, or not.

Being thrusted into being the sole breadwinner for the family. I don't think I'm ready for it, yet.
Its too fast. I don't want to say goodbye to my role model in life, this soon.
Not yet, I want you to see me grow up and reach adult-hood and rely on me as someone responsible.

Please wait for that to happen, pa.

Please, don't see the mistake. Please. please please. ahhh

Dam. I so want to give a few whacks to a drumset.