growing up

I think it all boils down to whether I am prepared for it, or not.

Being thrusted into being the sole breadwinner for the family. I don't think I'm ready for it, yet.
Its too fast. I don't want to say goodbye to my role model in life, this soon.
Not yet, I want you to see me grow up and reach adult-hood and rely on me as someone responsible.

Please wait for that to happen, pa.

Please, don't see the mistake. Please. please please. ahhh

Dam. I so want to give a few whacks to a drumset.