and so i asked myself...again .
who do i look to when i'm getting screwed up like this.





have to be strong.

bored. anxious. nervous.

everything will be fine. argh.

i'm currently at my dads factry. woke up early to help him ...going to republic poly afterwards to appeal and try my luck ...better than nothing luhs.


gratz to all who had done well...let's not talk about my perfomance ok. don't really wish to reveal though a few would have know by now. miraculously, i don't feel as useless as i did last year ...i thought i couldn't do anything.

but now, i know as long one is willing, one is sure to suceed. (who the hell is this One. lol)

been feeling lame and crappy these few days...and cat woke up late today! hahahahaha XP
KEITH. stop emoing.
and JH. ignore what people say about you. they don't appreciate you, then its their biz. hahaha



BOO~! =x

i don't know...but i seem to be running away from it. don't ask me why.

COMMUNITY SERVICE.
went spring cleaning at ling fong temple...good thing the venerable doesn't recognise me. LOL
made new friends from SBM today. haha

very tiring, wasn't able to get the dirts out of the cement grd...only the hyper jet was able to. stupid jet. lolx


gotta sleep early. gotta help dad early in the morning at his factry. (:
cheers all!~


miss ya baby.

a gentle reminder to those who still think im emo : i'm just lazy to change my URL thats all ...add on to the fact that i'll have to get everyone on my list to relink me ...when i could have use the time spent on doing that to eat a dozen packs of pocky. (yes thats my favourite titbits :D)


today was fine. chriswong t3h sexy voice lady called me to liase with me on the new template of her namecards. not once, but 3 times ^^\/

thats all that happened to day. baby called me today as well. kinda miss her voice (:
love ya.



memo to self : must not make kw angry by doing stupid things or he will do stupid things also :X

MOOD : sibei sian. i wish to be alone for awhile.


things looking forward to : saturday SBM sharing session :D


anime-personality-attitude : Gin-Toki =______________________=


something for everyone : head straight for the wall and you'll get bars of gold.












thru your ass.

i've got a new food on my favourites list.


the freaking Seaweed sandwich. hahahaha
these few days very pretty fun....esp at sentosa. eons since i went there...hmmmmm brings back memories huh ..heck.

got another seaweed sandwich and garlic loaf in my plastic bag...gone in...3...2...

one word to describe my day.

yawn at alcohols.

yawn at computers.

yawn at tonning.

yawn at going out.

spit at ciggarettes.






anime and new year clothes.
BANZAI!!!

its not that i don't want to blog!
but im seriously doubting the number of viewerships on my blog...maybe its because im not interesting enough? O.O

but then, its like the feeling is random...the inspiration...the will to blog ...the will to kill someone who actually gave a pitiful excuse that an insult was actually a classic joke!

would anyone call a message, that actually referred to someone as a Son Of A Bitch, a classic joke?
and you can still be so cocky after all the apologies. She was right. you were just pretending to be apologetic . she wasn't even close to you, the things you did, know your limits ok? fatass.
don't give all those crappy cool words that you always pretend you know everything. its bullshit.
she had the right to relate all her personal stuffs to her close friend, and you complained bout it? who the hell do you think you are to her? guardian?


yeah. guardian of her craps.

so were you genuinely sorry?
you know how many of us hate and despise you after all that under work you have done? you call yourself a male when you dared to threaten a girl by blackmailing her with her photos?
online, you talked big. offline, you did the same.
but when it comes to reality, where are you?

looking for a time machine. =_________________________=
















well i doubt you'd dare to do anything evil.




i'll rephrase that, your guts are only capable of cowardish evil acts. mohohohoho.


go screw the wall...i'll give you 10 bucks if your pole doesn't bleed.

something humiliating just happened ...

i saw a tennis ball on the ground as i was walking towards the lobby...picked it up, aimed at the tennis court, intending to act one cool guy and throw it back to them over the high fence.


i charged, and lobbed.


the ball went sideways, 25 degrees from the left, from the point of throw. =___________=
don't know where the ball went, but i quickly walked off, pretending to pick up a call, as though it was the source of distraction that caused such an embarrassing throw.


i might just get killed in a grenade exercise, if i am ever to be in the army.
i think my reaction before i get blasted away would be, opps.