Friday, October 2, 2009

my left hand is shaking

i looked back a couple of times and went, wow. So this is the color of love, or was it just outright jealousy i feel? the fear of losing someone to another someone. Perhaps the reason for that is because that person is better than me and i hate feeling that way.

but i must say, it is the first time i'm getting such a feeling. it won't go away.
many of you people keep telling me that it fades as time passes by.
for a short while, it didn't. i doubt it will in future. Even as i moved on, it'll still be there.

i guess the only way i can respond to this is to give my well wishes. Nothing more i can do, just hope for the best, hope for the best for you.

And if fate permits (which sometimes is bullshit), our paths might cross again.

loving you. all the time.

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