Voiceless Screaming

I'm drowning in sadness
Falling far behind
I feel there is just no way out
Is there anyone there? Where am I?

Insanity and loneliness
Tear my painful heart
Broken heart keeps on going to beat
But it never stops bleeding

I've been waiting for love to come
Someone who wants to touch me inside
Memories of my yesterdays

Careless words and deeds
Masquerade of love
Gotta find my way outta here

I was blinded by dark desire
Over time I've been through it all
I'm crying my share of tears

What can I do
Will I make it through
I must be true to myself

Voiceless Screaming
Calling to me inside of my heart
Voiceless Screaming
Now is the time I got to speak out

Voice of faith, I'm starting to realize
Now my eyes can see
I have gone so far
I'm feeling breath of life

And I'm looking for love to reach
Someone I want to touch deep inside
Light shines on my sight of doubt
Don't be afraid
Move forward one step
Willing mind is what I have found at last

Voiceless Screaming
Calling to me inside of my heart
Voiceless Screaming
Now is the time I got to speak out

Voiceless Screaming
Calling to me inside of my heart
Knockin' on my soul's door
I believe in myself and trust what I do

Voiceless Screaming
Pain of the past still hurts me inside
Knockin' on my soul's door
I climb the stairs that lead me to Heaven








Gotta love X Japan.


we have to pull through! *hugs*

its dam long!

waiting for the program to finish patching. its taking its own sweeeeet time.

i miss my love ):

Had a short session of jamming today.
Did a miserable recording with kesh's SE phone after su yings iphone failed terribly.


Renaissance - Alice Nine's White prayer Cover

NERF match today! Dam, was it fun.
BB, keep going! hang in there! (:

shift work is seriously boring me.

just a lil too much

O.K, I overslept a little today. And I woke up feeling shitty with my dad tapping my head    asking me to write an email for him.

Yesterday was fruitless.

B is having english oral today. Gd luck!

SHOULD I JUST LAUGH @ YOUR LIFE INSTEAD?

Its a difficult question in mind.
There comes a time when a man has to make a life choice.
Actually I think it happens from time to time, not just once.

A Man Chooses. A Slave, Obeys.

Catchy phrase from Bioshock. I like that. Make your own decisions, make it a smart one, don't regret. But if it WAS stupid, let it be a learning experience that it shall not happen again.

There are dark clouds looming out in the skies right now...perfect weather for my nap.
My body clock is so screwed so if anyone out there wants to challenge me into a "my work is so tiring, i'm so tired pls i didn't get enough sleep", be my guest. It is best to leave me be and not advise me to go sleep early or anything related to that because it only irritates me.



B! Keep on going! Don't give up! :DD <3

its ticklish

I can only say I miss you and wait (: pull through this love!
<3

Its ok with you but not for me.

gf is out. Its school holidays for students but not for us. 
IPPT is done and finished. Where got time. ORD liao.

where is my love.

The Cows Drink Milk

Happy thoughts for now.
Looking forward to seeing you again.
wahoo!

when tolerance and keeping quiet comes in.

this was a horrible day.

golden balls never live to tell the story

I saw flashes of lights, blaring sirens. A lady approached me from the left and asked if I was alright. Then came this guy who shook me violently before slapping me and asking if I was alright, again.

Next, a boy ran to me and delivered a kick to my shin and asked, "you ok?"

I answered none of them. Instead, I ignored them and crossed the road, oblivious to the traffic and almost got knocked down by a truck. Then I saw a chicken by the bridge, I went pass it and heard it mumbling, "think I'll cross the bridge..."
Why did the chicken not cross the road but used the bridge?


Dreams are weird shits man.

Time may change my life

and it withers slowly in the wind.

fantasy of dreams.
a dreamers dream.

The only burden in me, the life I've ruined with my own foolishness.
I only ask for forgiveness.

Sigh.

on the other side...
Baby, get well soon. (:

MAYDAY.

Often I wake up to a good morning and I discover something interesting to brighten my mood for the day. Not this time. But still, I have to keep telling myself to be calm and resolved no matter the situations.

Inappropriateness. Well, thanks.
Looking forward to the week (:

Its time to commit time for myself. Everything else is secondary.

protecting the only precious mug

Everything is warped. Till appreciation & understanding comes in, I think I'll just stfu.

Making another cup of milo

I have endless cups of milo (that is till the tin runs dry) to fill my stomach before i leave for work.

Once again, it is a sleepless night.
Think I'll text baby when she wakes up. ah hehe.

OK. Back to drum practice.