the conveyor belt is still dangerous

ok so maybe having sleepless nights wasn't a very good idea, towards my health.
but there are so many things to do, and when you can't finish them, wouldn't it be great if i just get a massage from somebody?

the past month, i was almost attitude-ing people around me. seeing some of my own cliques joining streetfest and some having performances on their own, its like hey. you guys are doing even better without me.

its just a sudden rush of envy and the feeling of being left behind. my peers are all far away, i have to catch up.

be somebody, a child whom my parents can be proud of, a boyfriend whom you can rely on and be impressed, a role model to my peers.


i can.

the laughable insanity

i got hit by the same bullet again.




was it a mistake?
i guess so .
but time machines don't exist.






they don't. and i'm forever holding your hands, cos i cannot let go (:

lost for words

i have completely nothing to comment on.

have to read the dictionary during my free time

only had 1 hour of sleep.

kept rereading your msgs and thinking about you.

going off for meeting soon.

vicus is a fat basket

and so i completed Jericho for the second time. not that it'll earn me some bonus points nor will i get to see an alternate ending in which the sexy computer hacker and cool bookworm won't be blasted into pieces.

i just simply love the game play. that's my kind of style, the more restricted the maneuverability, the more challenge there is, added to the horror aspects of the game. something similiar to Dead Space, however, Jericho offers more options in which to kill an enemy.

ok enough about games.
some guy from another team was searching for a charger, requested for the drawer keys for all the teams drawer, took my charger along with a very nice pen as well.
the irony.

and i miss my girlfriend. very badly.

bees sting like fire

pearson. (10:45 PM)
*something funny just happened.

xevioso; real music stands the test of time. says (10:45 PM):
*ook
*what thing
*o_o

pearson. says (10:46 PM):
*i forgot to bathe.

xevioso; real music stands the test of time. says (10:46 PM):
*=.=
*is that very funny lol

everyones changing

and i'm changing, good day (:

insanity takes on, after everyone

i wonder what i was thinking when i ate 5 double cheeseburgers at one go. mayeb i was just too hungry, or i was just trying to get a blocked artery.

well no matter. i'm having sleepless nights almost everyday. was i the insensitive one? i think so.
in anycase, i still love you. (:

trebuchet. trebuchet what?

if there was anything that i could ever do, let it be staging a riot at rivals gig.

night duty was a breeze, practically jazzed away on music. colleagues came down 3 hours after 12 and i took my turn to have a nice and well deserved rest.

i sincerely hope today won't be sucked up day.

oh and yesterday was my girlfriends birthday. celebrate with her, love you loads my girl (:

ok, time for my sleep.

happy birthday to YKW!

happy birthday to my dearest girlfriend.

thanks for walking along with me all this while. i love you (:

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to YKW,
happy birthday to you~

and no, those arn't copied and paste. happy birthday darling!
eyes closing, but i have to post this at the right time.