Wednesday, May 27, 2009

the conveyor belt is still dangerous

ok so maybe having sleepless nights wasn't a very good idea, towards my health.
but there are so many things to do, and when you can't finish them, wouldn't it be great if i just get a massage from somebody?

the past month, i was almost attitude-ing people around me. seeing some of my own cliques joining streetfest and some having performances on their own, its like hey. you guys are doing even better without me.

its just a sudden rush of envy and the feeling of being left behind. my peers are all far away, i have to catch up.

be somebody, a child whom my parents can be proud of, a boyfriend whom you can rely on and be impressed, a role model to my peers.


i can.

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