and here i am, blogging here just outside shanyou counseling center. the morning crowd has gone, and we're waiting for the afternoon crowd. morning rush was quite ok, we raised quite an amount. hmmm¬ but we still got loads of stuffs to selllll...so if anyone is reading this, come down to shanyouuuu nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww to buy some stuffs for charity!


my girlfriend is here, shes chatting happily with a girl called michelle (who has short hair) and a man/woman called chlorine.

:D

nest just came back, printed another set of flyers and cut them into halves.

this was what i did during everyones absence :

now, laugh.

i suppose the previous message was a lil bit way overboard. hmm~

i'm up and awake, slept for 2 hours but woke up all of a sudden...no idea why. surfed the net and came upon something which happened last year. only found out 2 months back that the whole matter was related to a friend of mine.

felt kinda sad after going through the efforts of her family and friends. i have a few questions in my head but its been so long. i doubt the family would want to be reminded of the incident.
perhaps police investigations have been useless all along? bunch of lazy idiots.


shall continue to dream bout my sugar baby <3...

my mouse is finally working normally as it usually does. a year ago, the blue LED light died out (due to some idiot smacking the mouse whenever she was pissed off over her own r/s issues.) and now all of a sudden the blue LED slowly blinked itself back to life. woo~



happy anniversary, happy anniversary, happy anniversary to us (:



with regards to the conflicts within the youth group itself, heres a message to someone.

if you have nothing better to say, just shut your trap.

i was really a jackass back in my secondary school days. almost all the teachers and students hate me cos i was a delinquent and idiot. hahaha D:


happy anniversary to my girlfriend :D loves.

had a haircut today, after i returned from deliveries. since zhengling wanted haircut, i was like hey why not. might as well trim it.

and as expected, others will never understand why some of us guys would spend $12 bucks to trim the hair and they will not notice any significant change.

oh well, its our hair anyway. LOL i guess the change they expected would be the difference between a woman and a monk.


imissmygf (:

but i don't miss zhenglin. LOL

this is our promise with each other (:

some people are really ridiculous. lol
but still, i must thank you for visiting my blog daily and you really should refine your words before you say it to others. well nvm, i don't really blame you cos perhaps things really do seem that way?


went for liwei's birthday chalet yesterday. met my gf outside her house and we went for a walk. then introduced her to anghwee and my friends. hwee was quite enthu bout meeting her, commenting that he kept seeing the photo of her on my mobile and lappy wallpaper LOL.
oh well, its a good thing she didn't blush. did you? :D

walked around DTE with darling for abit. then sent her home, went back to chalet. the doods were making funny jokes bout everything that has to do with China.

what do i call my niece who is from china?
Chi-niece. LOL

well they're all hilarious. vicky even came up with a rapping tune for the blessing chant. hahahaha the videos are all on shiun kae's blog. go see~

k off to eat and sleep soon. tiring day, eyes closing already. blah.

ilovejy(:

again, have been pretty busy and i'm kinda worn out. stressed, peeved and stupidity in all.
but i really do not wish to rake up the history. whats done is done, you want to continue to be stubborn with your pride, we can't do anything. seriously.

we don't wish to see everything crumble, but yet sometimes we are forced to retaliate in a very negative manner. all of us just want things back to how it was when it started.

so please, as buddhist youths, unite and drop your pride and grudges. if you choose to hold on to it, then be lost to the darkness.

if thats what it was, then i'd rather not hear it. sorry. the past is history, don't bring it up anymore.

firstly, it had been a busy week. not just preparing the songs for my band, but also the upcoming dharma talk and jumbo sale. ah called me yesterday regarding the possible shortage of manpower for the jumble sale and indeed, i am kinda pressured over it as well. don't really wish to interrupt sbmy's dharma talk attendance so we'll just have to source for external manpower. hmm any takers?

*hints charlie brown*

18th May '08

went for a movie with my girl. thanks my dear, it was very sweet of you being so understanding and patient everytime (:

after that, trained to aljunied and walked to hangqi's house. the doods were playing Dungeons and Dragons.

in case you guys don't know, DnD is an imaginary Role Playing Game. the game is played with infinite possibilities created by of course, the Dungeon Master. the DM is sort of like, the one who decides what goes on in the game, something like a music composer, so creativity and ideas are very stressed on and humour would be a plus.

didn't participate in the game much, cos they're all advancing so far into the game and i only joined recently so i spectated.

went for dinner with the group, sad that nest was sick and he wasn't able to accompany me to pks for the volunteer work. but its for the best, if not it would have gotten worse.
sorry bro, for my moment of selfishness of wanting your company.
:/


and this was how the booth looks like. there was a huge crowd when i got there and it was hectic. not to mention that i was late as well. opps =x tidied up the place and added a few additions to the layout of the booth. placed the speakers on the disc stands. some guy even commented that the speakers are the only items on the booth that looked presentable. he even thought the disc stands were for sale!
LOL my idea :D

so from 10pm all the way to 8 am, played songs from keiko matsui's Deep Blue album. its a jazzy piano compilation from her compositions. very catchy and i simply loved it, thats why i kept playing it and the cashier said shes was bored of the songs after handing me the ice kachang she got for me. haha! gee thanks.



this was the only photo i captured for the 3 step 1 bow. the whole monastery was simply crowded with people, even when it was nearing midnight. but after 1 am, everything started to quieten down. volunteers were tired and dozing off in the canteen and i was still up and about.
but i lost to the sandman at around 4 am..slept for 2 hours and woke up to continue tending the booth. moments without internet connection while stuck in a place is hell man.


ok, thats all. gotta go sleep...have to be up at 6am...to message ___ ____. haha! i shall wake up earlier than you!
:P

what is it then?

currently at sbm slacking. the rest are playing DnD. yesterday was a great day, 100 storeys is a lil too short, make it 200 ;D hehe

speed racer is awesome. on first glance, it may look dumb and childish but nooooo, the suspense in the movie tempted me to go crazy. like cheer during the race? LOL ok i know it sounds pretty dumb. its a great movie so i'll give it 9/10.

ok, time to do my regular internet maintenance. ciao~
<3

i wasn't able to sleep...so yeah. here i am.

haha happy birthday to youuuuuuu! :D

ok, so the advertisement has started. hmm but i only received mail notification for one leaderboard ad, how come also got skyscraper lehs =\


oh well. <3



edit: saw the earlier mail notification. this is a sign that i should start tidying up my inbox. argh.


k, dedicate one song to you.

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you .


LOL. hehe.haha. hoho.hehaho.

erm, okshit. nvm.

i know you still visit my blog daily.


currently at mac right now. friends are chatting over Dawn Of War, had alot of fun today. turns out the rest of the band members were better than i thought and i was the only one making mistakes! argh.
they are good damit, it really sounded like the original song. gotta work harder to improve it myself now.

haha, i miss ___ ____ too :D

k kinda embarrassing to blog while in public.

and i watched in awe as it all flew away, memories cast into the wind


xevioso and pears (:¦ says:
i think at least he go tan himself still look better.

xevioso and pears (:¦ says:
YAH. HAHA.

I say:
still

I say:
it was always entertaining to watch xia xue against steven

I say:
lol

xevioso and pears (:¦ says:
yeah. haha.

xevioso and pears (:¦ says:
but i think

xevioso and pears (:¦ says:
steven alone also v entertaining.


am i not entertaining enough? O.O oh wait, i'm not steven lim. screw it, dam.

realised that i haven't been blogging for days. maybe a few days, but thats not the point.
was pretty busy (or playing games, lol) preparing the jumble sale and the talk on 24th may.

jamming tomorrow at L cube, preparation for cosfest. hehe. wonder how this band i'm playing with will look like.

must, improve, my, english. back to basics. now you know the reason why i brought those books back NEST.

:D


ilovemygirlfriend. <3

xp says: SHIT

xp says: k

xp says: my redirect got prob k

xp says: wait i fix

xp says:

I say: haha

I say: redirect to this

I say: www.meatspin.com

I say:LOL

xp says:LOL

I say:that'd be fun

I say:lol

xp says:shit, that 1 sure get killed. LOL.

xp says:nah, i dont like her but dun wan spoil her eyes also.

xp says:LOL

I say:hahaha

I say: then what do you want to redirect to?

I say: steven lims blog and lag her out? haha

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on the brighter side, heres something ridiculous for all to see~

this is nest :

and this is nest and me :

pray hard that he won't kill me after i uploaded all these. LOL.
we're currently organising a Jumble Sale at Shan You Counselling Centre. loads of stuffs on sale, from shoes to soft toys to ornaments and even decorative sculptures @.@

heck, theres even a gramophone record disc!

nestys hand and the antique~

cool right? i wonder where you can get all these. but theres loads more and i'm lazy to describe!
there are some really cool stuff though, quite expensive i must say but we're selling off at a fixed price, cheaper of course!



this is just part of the room filled with the stuffs after the sorting, the rest have been sorted out in another room ~



its just the beginning in life, there will be more obstacles to come.

ily (:

sometimes people don't appreciate my friendliness, they only come and find me when they need my help something or whatsoever. after that, they dissapear.

and when i needed these people the most, they're become the most unenthusiastic people.

many flashes of thoughts last night, but i told myself to forget it. wasn't able to sleep so i texted a msg to my gf. haha X) even though she was asleep. hahaha hope it didn't wake her up though.

currently at the counselling centre helping out. theres nothing to do much currently, and we're just killing time for lunch. =x

well thats all, shall blog more when i get home perhaps.

i kinda like this phrase, even though its vandalism.
there should be more of these rather than sex hotlines. LOL.

vesak event for 2 days last week...pretty dandy, the setup was simple also.
i'm not dissatisfied actually, even though there was not going to be a drumset and we can't perform. vick and ernest pulled off a funny "info -mercial" on the stage before and after juulia + yinhongs performance. hahaha last minute planned, but perfect.



went to help dad out again today. all of a sudden he suggested slurpee and i was like , " huh..you got drink de meh..." so i went to 7 eleven to buy 1 large slurpee, went back to the car then did my rounds.


went back 10 min later and was empty =.= so nvm. drank milo when i got home. was feeling very tired so i went to take a nap. sorry my dear =x


went to ian's house to stayover on saturday. haha played the wii and i must say its dam fun when you're playing with friends. played guitar hero but i sucked at it. =\

team COD4 ! V, Kavvy, Footman, hekickedmydog. ownage! :DDD

i made a very cool gif :D

well its cool to me. hahaha! yoshiki!


i suddenly remembered, there was this girl called jiayan back in my primary school days,
she would voluntarily distribute bookmarks of our choice.

"winnie the pooh or 101 dalmatians?"

and return the next day with the printed bookmarks. haha!

i remembered i chose 101 dalmatians...she was a brilliant girl and excels in her studies, 2nd to zheng xun, (who actually scored a 100 for  a semester paper..yeah, primary school standards ok?)

well if you two ever happen to see this post, years later or maybe even NOW(haha), thanks for being a great friend. hope you guys are still chasing your dreams.

anyway, i think neglected my girlfriend today. =\
sorry girl. heh



i've moved on, have you?

do euu noes tat yiiven politiiciians blog t00s? hehex shoo iinterestinqx riite?

ok i was imitating felicia. bahh. i still can't relieve the fact that i was a twit once too.
@.@ well thats history so who cares.

coming back to what i was talking bout, politicians DO blog. it seems that msia is turning into a hotspot for blogging politics? even Dr Mahathir Mahamad has a blog! (please don't bomb us, please please)

http://www.chedet.com/

i don't understand the malay language, but it'd be good if i can so i can understand what he was blogging about. i'm still fascinated by this.


why won't lee kuan yew blog as well?!

had alot of fun yesterday. i went in and uncle bernard was like, "eh, ken is here too. they in the first room. want to go and see him?"  
i don't know him anyway, but only know he was the ex guitarist of my band so heck. i phoned neo and told him, then i can sense his "oh shit" moment, told me he'll call davin first. haha he was already outside the door. told him kens in the studio too.


he gave me, "so?"    

=.=

ah well. jamming half way then they walked past and i got a lil bit pressured. cos their drummer was looking at me and i faltered =O nuuuuuuu.

but after they left, we played kurenai >=D it was fun. the first time davin smiled and laughed so much. i entered my drum solo 1 bar earlier and he was like wth then laughing all the way LOL.


ok i guess its just rare that i had that much fun while jamming. neo says we're going to take a break so i guess won't be jamming for sometime.
gotta go study.

i was rearranging my blogs link and such. realised that many of them are not working anymore. haha whats the point of linking them when i didn't even contact them at all? funny in the sense that i'm telling myself that.


removed quite a few, found a few that i' ve lost contact with. fixed and relinked them. haha
nest is going in army on sept 17th. i'm still waiting for the officer to call me though. hahaha
hopefully, my request will be granted.


i suppose this is what people would say, a taste of your own medicine. when something that you did to someone, gets hit back at you full, in the face? now it is my turn to suffer.


time will tell...i kept comparing myself to others till i lost track of whats going on around me most of the time.

i just realised something.

i freaking forgot to update my url address for my nuffnang account.
the analytics and stats was stuck at emo-kidd.blogspot.com

AH WTF.

and i knew it, the raffles place ghost was just a hoax. haha pretty interesting though. when i saw the title i was wondering what kind of reason they're going to give...but its not that bad though. its quite sensible too! haha

http://www.myescapeplan.com.sg/whyushouldntworklate/

i think most of you should be able to tell from the given url. yes, the ghost story was created to discourage late night working. and after all that, people kept sharing spooky encounters they claim to be real and such.

the CCTV video didn't convince me well enough. googled it and that was when i found the blog,

http://www.rafflesplaceghost.net/blog/

this just proves that people are just thinking too much?


side note: rednano is currently useless at this stage, the search engine wasn't as great as i thought. localising the search just doesn't really help much, does it?





no, i don't ever wish to see you again.

removed the post. ooooo~ i suddenly don't feel sentimental and depressed anymore.

there are 2 types of failures in these world (and i meant people).



the first will look for someone who is worse than him/her and feel relived that he/she is not the only one in deep shit or useless.


the other 2nd will specifically look out for those big shots, successful people and realise how insignificant they themselves are compared to them. but NO, they do not stop there, because of that, they drive themselves on continually to succeed, even if it means a less glorious path to their goal.


i wonder which one i belong to. I AM VERY ASHAMED TO SAY THAT I AM 18 YEARS OF AGE AN AM STILL STUCK WITH AN O LEVEL QUALIFICATION WHILE MY PEERS ARE ADVANCING INTO UNIVERSITY ALREADY.

but i am proud to say, i will continue on and persevere.


so to those who look down on me,

_l_


and goodbye irish. don't ever come talk to me.


i'm not that heartless actually. but i'm just releasing my unhappiness and stress.
sometimes, to get things done and over with, you have to force yourself.