Life Of Art

and the best part was, Daryl and I were playing first part of art of life. dam, hes amazing.

jamming went well, enjoyed it tons. maybe its because i'm finally playing songs that I was always dreaming to be playing.


misses my girlfriend.


and thanks YY for the first aid + the cut out, it was really nice of you! guess i owe you one.

the clock is ticking

almost everytime, i screw things up. almost all the time, i apologise. is it getting mundane already? if the word sorry can cure, then the world would have been a better place.

and i was wishing you a happy birthday just a week ago.

why couldn't i have woken up earlier.


'everything is uncertain', the only one thing that remains unchanged forever is probably change itself. "

well, shit happens.

the conveyor belt is still dangerous

ok so maybe having sleepless nights wasn't a very good idea, towards my health.
but there are so many things to do, and when you can't finish them, wouldn't it be great if i just get a massage from somebody?

the past month, i was almost attitude-ing people around me. seeing some of my own cliques joining streetfest and some having performances on their own, its like hey. you guys are doing even better without me.

its just a sudden rush of envy and the feeling of being left behind. my peers are all far away, i have to catch up.

be somebody, a child whom my parents can be proud of, a boyfriend whom you can rely on and be impressed, a role model to my peers.


i can.

the laughable insanity

i got hit by the same bullet again.




was it a mistake?
i guess so .
but time machines don't exist.






they don't. and i'm forever holding your hands, cos i cannot let go (:

lost for words

i have completely nothing to comment on.

have to read the dictionary during my free time

only had 1 hour of sleep.

kept rereading your msgs and thinking about you.

going off for meeting soon.

vicus is a fat basket

and so i completed Jericho for the second time. not that it'll earn me some bonus points nor will i get to see an alternate ending in which the sexy computer hacker and cool bookworm won't be blasted into pieces.

i just simply love the game play. that's my kind of style, the more restricted the maneuverability, the more challenge there is, added to the horror aspects of the game. something similiar to Dead Space, however, Jericho offers more options in which to kill an enemy.

ok enough about games.
some guy from another team was searching for a charger, requested for the drawer keys for all the teams drawer, took my charger along with a very nice pen as well.
the irony.

and i miss my girlfriend. very badly.

bees sting like fire

pearson. (10:45 PM)
*something funny just happened.

xevioso; real music stands the test of time. says (10:45 PM):
*ook
*what thing
*o_o

pearson. says (10:46 PM):
*i forgot to bathe.

xevioso; real music stands the test of time. says (10:46 PM):
*=.=
*is that very funny lol

everyones changing

and i'm changing, good day (:

insanity takes on, after everyone

i wonder what i was thinking when i ate 5 double cheeseburgers at one go. mayeb i was just too hungry, or i was just trying to get a blocked artery.

well no matter. i'm having sleepless nights almost everyday. was i the insensitive one? i think so.
in anycase, i still love you. (:

trebuchet. trebuchet what?

if there was anything that i could ever do, let it be staging a riot at rivals gig.

night duty was a breeze, practically jazzed away on music. colleagues came down 3 hours after 12 and i took my turn to have a nice and well deserved rest.

i sincerely hope today won't be sucked up day.

oh and yesterday was my girlfriends birthday. celebrate with her, love you loads my girl (:

ok, time for my sleep.

happy birthday to YKW!

happy birthday to my dearest girlfriend.

thanks for walking along with me all this while. i love you (:

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to YKW,
happy birthday to you~

and no, those arn't copied and paste. happy birthday darling!
eyes closing, but i have to post this at the right time.

positive thinking

not enough sleep, headache, stomach upsets and causing people to attitude me.

dam, what day is today.

the soyabean of pain

it must be that dam thing that caused all this. leow and i were complaining of headaches. he stopped sipping his pack of soya the moment he thought something was very wrong with the white beverage.




i gulped everything down.



and now i'm have a stomach upset, headache and i can't sleep. the irony, i kept telling my gf to take care of herself. look whos talking now.


so i give you the sian face.


bye.

from dawn till dusk

The photo of us, Reaching Jhana, which appeared on the Vesak Special on The Straits Times.

i wonder how much longer my body can withstand the late nights. either its myself or i had no choice but to stay awake in the night.

disappointed that i wasn't able to help much with the vesak preparations (national service), wanted to help out with the packing up at least but something else screwed up also (dood, i'm not blaming you. you guys have been tired and working your butts off the whole day and i can understand.)

packing up, wasn't really packing up. it was more like we guys were having fun while creating a chaotic cloud of dust. truly, it was bonding. far more better than playing games at lanshops, far more better than playing soccer, far more better than jamming music together, far more better anything else we all did before as a family, but to come together as one to finish up a task.

i saw the sweat, the enthusiasm. very impressed. SBMY, an impressive family.

till then, MOVE ON!

k so, my little mei meng kuan wants some support from me, work hard for your MYE and don't disappoint the people around you especially your parents. jiahui told me you came down for vesak @ sbm, good!

VESAK

taking this opportunity of a quick post,
would like to give my blessings and love to everyone under the sun..

my parents,
thank you for providing me with a shelter since the day i was born. thank you for all the love that i was given by the both of you. mom, dad. i love you both.

my gf,
thanks for the past 1 year 12 days. being your boyfriend had been a bliss and i will always be happy being with you. wish you many luck for your MYEs (:

and to my friends,
SCREW ALL OF YOU. but hope you all will have a great day ahead.

Reaching Jhana will be on straits times today! though i think its just a small column. but who cares!


fyi, this thing finally ran out of battery juice on its own. its not responding to my presses. lol

happy vesak everyone!

facebook can play meh?

my blogs gathering dust.
lol anyway, been pretty busy. band stuffs...family stuffs. many actually. my free time were mostly spent on those, thats why i say i'm short on free time to spare for any leisure. haha

the article is going to come out this sunday. wonder how it'll appear on the papers. maybe just a small column? haha!

my w700i is lost forever. i can't believe some people are so naive to accept that bastards apology and his fake 'thanks. karma will get to him soon.

i miss my girlfriend...i miss my phone...i miss my old times.