4 months, its over!
P.O.P dinner performance was a blast. received many praises and positive comments. wohoo! its been a wonderful night, Foxtrot. till then, we'll meet again!
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Sunday, January 18, 2009
reaching jhana!
and so alls well, that ends well. i'm glad things worked out :D happyface
wasn't feeling very well today either, think i really do have a slight fever.
wasn't feeling very well today either, think i really do have a slight fever.
Saturday, January 17, 2009
the ending
like what nicole described me, i often only regret when things are gone from my life.
like seriously, this whole matter, i have been the insensitive one and always taking everything for granted.
i didn't want to upset you, i didn't want to make you unhappy...many times you gave in to me, trying hard not to dissapoint me but while doing so, i dissapointed you just as you were trying to make me happy.
i regret my actions, i regret what i've said, i regret what i've done. you had your regrets too and i am the reminder of the past. i love you, i never expected all this and i definetly wasn't trying to be a dickhead though i know i am one.
i love you still, and i still do. i just can't bear to see you walk out of my life...i don't want...i don't wish to.
my love, i want you to stay with me. endure a little longer and i'll change my ways. please.
like seriously, this whole matter, i have been the insensitive one and always taking everything for granted.
i didn't want to upset you, i didn't want to make you unhappy...many times you gave in to me, trying hard not to dissapoint me but while doing so, i dissapointed you just as you were trying to make me happy.
i regret my actions, i regret what i've said, i regret what i've done. you had your regrets too and i am the reminder of the past. i love you, i never expected all this and i definetly wasn't trying to be a dickhead though i know i am one.
i love you still, and i still do. i just can't bear to see you walk out of my life...i don't want...i don't wish to.
my love, i want you to stay with me. endure a little longer and i'll change my ways. please.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
A rushy post. VERY.
rushing for time now so i'll just pop something which i consider to be awkward.
taxi driver: (on the topic of traffic control at little india) yeah..so to sum it up, singapore police is really no use one lah...
me: yeah... (stares at ns identity card) yeah.. >.>
didn't said much, won't say much and shall not comment on this.
taxi driver: (on the topic of traffic control at little india) yeah..so to sum it up, singapore police is really no use one lah...
me: yeah... (stares at ns identity card) yeah.. >.>
didn't said much, won't say much and shall not comment on this.
Sunday, January 4, 2009
the feeling of emptiness, friends are the source of crazy energies.
got home from jamming today. all the while, i've been feeling shagged over many things. a little upsetness over my own brooding of things.
deja vu.
anyway, spent the night at vickys house. didn't feel like going home anyway...was feeling miserable and down. good thing i kept it in or i would have been super annoying. woke up at 8am, stared at kevin's IBM for a few hours.
kevin woke up at 12, dragged him down for breakfast and headed for L Cube for Jamming. went home afterthat, which is where i am right now, sitting in front of the computer.
booking in awhile, its boring.
a photo for cheers,
Reaching Jhana
deja vu.
anyway, spent the night at vickys house. didn't feel like going home anyway...was feeling miserable and down. good thing i kept it in or i would have been super annoying. woke up at 8am, stared at kevin's IBM for a few hours.
kevin woke up at 12, dragged him down for breakfast and headed for L Cube for Jamming. went home afterthat, which is where i am right now, sitting in front of the computer.
booking in awhile, its boring.
a photo for cheers,
Reaching Jhana
Friday, January 2, 2009
Thursday, January 1, 2009
its 2009? so soon?
oh wow look, 2008 just wheezed past.
not so much of an exciting year for me, actually.
had a performance at PKS. had to say we merely scraped thru for the 2nd performance, everyone was like wow even though i was skeptic at the results when we just exited the stage. great thanks to the motivators, who made the whole thing so alive.
and kudos to Reaching Jhana, we'll reach there one day. haha!
though my girlfriend doesn't tell me everything nor mention me all the time, i miss her and i love her. and i tell her everything.
i love my family. my mom and dad, my sisters...i mean you guys were great...dad, you didn't complain at all when i used up all my NS salary to pay off my debts and such you know...and you even gave me some allowance to scrap thru...thanks alot...you're the greatest..you never complain about the hardships and you love us as much as you love mom, we know that (: and mom, thanks for everything you've done for the family. though its not significant to some people (who seem to take it for granted most of the time), i appreciate and am grateful for all the sweat you've put in for the family.
in short, i love both of you, mom, dad. (: shall end this post with a happy new year, behold, my Closet Fortress.
not so much of an exciting year for me, actually.
had a performance at PKS. had to say we merely scraped thru for the 2nd performance, everyone was like wow even though i was skeptic at the results when we just exited the stage. great thanks to the motivators, who made the whole thing so alive.
and kudos to Reaching Jhana, we'll reach there one day. haha!
though my girlfriend doesn't tell me everything nor mention me all the time, i miss her and i love her. and i tell her everything.
i love my family. my mom and dad, my sisters...i mean you guys were great...dad, you didn't complain at all when i used up all my NS salary to pay off my debts and such you know...and you even gave me some allowance to scrap thru...thanks alot...you're the greatest..you never complain about the hardships and you love us as much as you love mom, we know that (: and mom, thanks for everything you've done for the family. though its not significant to some people (who seem to take it for granted most of the time), i appreciate and am grateful for all the sweat you've put in for the family.
in short, i love both of you, mom, dad. (: shall end this post with a happy new year, behold, my Closet Fortress.
Sunday, December 28, 2008
ITS A NEW YEAR.
just got home from SBM's 27th anniversary. correct me if i got the anniversary wrong.
fruitful day.
the day i entered SBM, everything looks so perfect, shadowing the internal conflicts that began long before i stepped into the youth group. very soon, i found myself being involved (or you could say, interfering) from what wasn't my problem, became my problem (by my own accord).
cut the crapping short, the storm is over and once again we are embracing the new year with a new mindset, new goals and a group of promising committee leaders. i have faith in all my brothers and sisters to do a good job, so GO FORTH AND SPREAD THE DHAMMA. SBMY (PKL) will always deliver and support everyone all the way.
charges include GST.
fruitful day.
the day i entered SBM, everything looks so perfect, shadowing the internal conflicts that began long before i stepped into the youth group. very soon, i found myself being involved (or you could say, interfering) from what wasn't my problem, became my problem (by my own accord).
cut the crapping short, the storm is over and once again we are embracing the new year with a new mindset, new goals and a group of promising committee leaders. i have faith in all my brothers and sisters to do a good job, so GO FORTH AND SPREAD THE DHAMMA. SBMY (PKL) will always deliver and support everyone all the way.
charges include GST.
Thursday, December 25, 2008
and so it began,
the eve of x'mas and the day of x'mas, itself. miserable as it may seem to me, other people are enjoying it. this year, its my worst x'mas of all, and also the best.
whats bad is that, i have to book into camp in about 3 hours time since i've already exhausted all my leave days for my O level exams. brightside, went over to Ian's for a stayover. played guitar hero thruout the night. ridiculously, i learnt how to play the arcade version of the drums now ( which i know nuts about previously)
and i watched Yes Man with darling today. positive movie for a festive season such as this. enjoyed every movie watched with my girlfriend :D
Worst x'mas : 1
Brightside : 2
Conclusion : still a good x'mas.
whats bad is that, i have to book into camp in about 3 hours time since i've already exhausted all my leave days for my O level exams. brightside, went over to Ian's for a stayover. played guitar hero thruout the night. ridiculously, i learnt how to play the arcade version of the drums now ( which i know nuts about previously)
and i watched Yes Man with darling today. positive movie for a festive season such as this. enjoyed every movie watched with my girlfriend :D
Worst x'mas : 1
Brightside : 2
Conclusion : still a good x'mas.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
wrong time, wrong place
cherise got this for me from japan (at my request)still owe her 50 bucks. thanks!)
the wallet is there for show btw. LOL.
received 2 days of MC for a terrible mouth ulcer. i still think the condition was pretty exaggerated.
shall do revisions for law again.
my job, to make you smile (:
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