can't sleep now...hahas
believe me. i was up doing my ten year series (i found my Maths one. its been hidden under a pile of boxes) with regards to that, i don't have to buy a new one...haha

went for a last minute jamming today. joey wanted to buy her guitar..spent a good 45min at wee lee just to choose. i was down there =.=
the 2 uncles there gave us good choices so yeah. gotta thank them. i didnt know they have so many studios there...but i don't like the drumset they have there. still prefer TNT. haha
maybe one day i'll go to L cube..hmms~

oh yeah. today was crap. i just found out i prefer jamming with dim lights and in the dark. LOL
joey switched off the lights and i had difficulty whacking the crash while playing reita and kais solo from NLSG...i was down there diao. and his friend got the superstar look ;DDDDD

OH OH. AND SATURDAY. WE WENT MUSIC GARAGE.

saw shinya and jay. (LUCIFY)
then while we were walking up the stairs...jay(his name? not sure. lol) came down halfway and squinted at me and went "you're pearson? oh hi. im jay ," and he explained that he was sorry but the other band using the studio was gonna overshoot cos they're rehearsing something @@
so we went to this room..and and, i think it was shinyas birthday? joey said she saw the happy birthday thing.

too bad no pics ;DDDD i hope they'll improve the sound proofing though =\ makes my drums sound weird. and and i was dam horrible ytd. i sucked and kept missing ._.


since you chose to blog about me..i think i'll return one to you as well...
eh toh. i look in the mirror everyday...
i don't think im disgusting. if i think i do, how will i ever have any confidence in anything i do? though i do agree that over confidence leads to disasters. but heck.
if anyone wants to kill themselves over minor stuffs such as rs or whatever. i'd say GO AHEAD.
no one cares if you do. you're just wasting resources and manpower trying to get your ass down to safe ground. disabled people and others who had suffered terribly in todays cruel society are able to stand up again and struggle back.

some?

i wanna die. i wanna cut myself. i think everyone hates me. i dont think my mom shouldn't have given birth to me.


absolute crap. your life, is not YOURS. you are YOUR moms flesh and blood. hence, she makes the decision whether to bore you or not. not you.
and you've got totally NO right. NO right to say you wanna die just because of some stupid ass crap problem.
you wanna repay your mom? hell no. never ever in your lifetime. will you be able to return the favor of your mom bringing you into this world.


and and. people who wants to find trouble with me, i'd say go for it.
i'll just go for the cops cos i can't be bothered to respond to your threats.

think the cops won't be able to track you down? you'd be dam amazed at how advanced modern technology is.

quoted from www.kennysia.com
Not surprisingly, just like every other online flamers out there, those jokers were some pre-pubescent college kids thinking about sex all the time, thinking it was funny to hurl insults at bloggers, thinking they were invincible hiding behind the cloak of anonymity of the Internet.

I bet THE LAST THING on their mind was the police barging down their front doors over some stupid e-mail pranks they sent out "for fun"?

Those idiots must be pissing in their pants when that happened!

kennysia

that happened in msia.
oh wait, i wasn't referring to the online threats i receive sometimes...

if you think i don't know what you people were/are up to, hah. there was a reason why he came down on friday. no i didnt call him, he came on his own after receiving news about it.

and hell no, i don't intend to ask for his help. i don't want to get them into trouble.
even though i don't feel like staying IN it anymore, i still love my bros and those that i got to know there. they're the kind who really gong yi ki.
though there are times when i wasn't at all. well, they know. they understand(i hope). thats why i love them all.

but i just don't think, thats the kind of lifestyle i want. im advancing to a more complicated kind of life. a life full of dreams and hopes. sounds like a fairy tale ain't it? thats what i intend to do.

one life. live it (M1 . HAHA.) im gonna make it special, unique and not wasting my time lamenting on how lousy i am and hated by all.

*breathe out*
i still can't stop laughing at somebody's ignorance.
or is it me ? @@