what was posted, will be posted...
i had to delete the comments. i was just too uncomfortable with it.
i admit im trying to create this image that im always right about everything.

lets just say, i took a buddy for granted. maybe not that long.
you reminded me of my old time friend of 4 years. we quarrelled and went thru much but we were the best of friends.

maybe its because i thought after going through times of difficulties and going out together, seeing that you were the one who actually bonded me with the rest of the stompers, i visualized a bond.
that may have made me create a false image that, you were able to take all my cruel jokes and such.

im not perfect, not as perfect and a good guy like i always thought i was to be.