its the first time i've seen my dad cried so much. my uncle is in hospital. i don't know when he will be waking up. i'm worried. worried for my dad, worried for my uncle. they've been together for so long, seeing each other everyday, working with each other everyday.

3 days, the doctor said 3 days.
do God really exist? don't give me bullshit about "its Gods plan that he has to go" or "God doesn't have to help you to prove he exists"

i believed and i prayed once but it didn't happen. nothing ever did. if you truly exist, show me you do.

i'm suffering, everyone is. and i pray.